Yuheng !

Byebye

2010-11-16T16:50:00.001+08:00

Hi Readers :) This is gonna be the last post for thegurl-0711.bs.com :D I'm not gonna delete away this blog, as i've said, memories are meant to be kept :) I'm moving to lustrouslove.bs.com :) Visit me there okay? Hehe. Byebye.

Memories

2010-10-01T18:14:00.004+08:00

Hello Readers :) Today i've decided to make this the second last post for this blog, cause i'm gonna create a new blog ok :) But but, i'm not going to delete this blog away, cause memories are meant to be kept instead of erased. May be creating after exams, the new url will be posted as the last post for thegurl-0711.bs.com k ! :) Anyway, school as normal. Ohemgee, can you believe that fye first paper is starting in three days times ?! :( I'm not prepared for it lah :( Seriously. haha. After school, went over to cs to meet Joyce w Nichelle. Walked around, Pizza Hut for lunch w Rq & bf. Haagen-Dazs afterwards. Awesome (Y) hehe ! Ohya, 1st October today ! My October wish : Hope that i could pass my fye with flying colours ! Back to study mood ! Stay happy ! Everything goes well for me ! :) Okay, i hope it will come true. At least, don't make things worse for me, cause i think it's bad enough already x.x August and Sept weren't good for me, so yeah, hope Oct turns out to be better ! Don't disappoint me okkk ;D Hehe. K, Shall end here. Byebye. :) See ya soon ^^

&& Good Luck for Final Year Exams ! (:

-Luv-

2010-09-21T17:10:00.003+08:00

Hello Peepos :) This few days are seriously very tiring days for me D: Especially the 19th - Sunday. Butbutbut ! It was also the awesomest day in this two months ! Went on a trip with my babes to the zoo :) It was also me and Nichelle Goodfren annniversary :3 hehe ! Met Huiwen at tamp inter, then met the rest at mrt station :) Took mrt then bus to the zoo. Ate Pepper lunch for lunch at AMK hub :) Reached there, walked around > watched show > Photos Photos ! :D Had mos burger for dinner then mrt home :) Looking forward to more outings like this :) Love 19/09/10 :D hehe ! Anyway, phone kena confiscated today by Ms.Shanthi cause i didn't pass up my holiday homework :/ Went home straight after school with Ruiqi to take my ss notebook then back to school and collect my phone ^^ Ate PastaMania with Ruiqi after that and bought book. Short update. byebye.

It's never enough .

Day 20.

2010-09-17T20:24:00.005+08:00

Hello Readers, i'm sorry for neglecting this space, but i am seriously busy and lazy to update :x hehe. Anyway, school has reopened for few days already, i guess i'm still coping well although i'm still in a heavy holiday mood ! hahaha. Fye coming :( I'm so scared and feel so so stressed. :/ Today after school stayed in school until 5 plus for the inter cca exchange day. It wasn't that boring. Haha. Anyway, going out on Sunday, i can't wait ! :) hehe. Hope it's gonna be enjoyable. K, Nothing much to update ! i will be back, byez.

- You will be my past tense, but the memories you gave me, will be present and future tense -

Will you ?

2010-09-05T21:10:00.003+08:00

Hello ! I'm back to thailand for one week holiday. Friday after school, went home to get change then bus to airport with ShiLi, Rachel, Jean, Denise, Alvin and Chorbeng. ShiLi and Elena came afterwards :) Thanks for sending me off people ! Haha. Anyway, i feeling better after reaching home, although flashbacks didn't fail to make me cry, but still, i know i have to be okay.. Wheeee, life over here is much better ~ Ohyah, bought poraroid today :D I'm so happy ~ hahahaha. Nothing much, just trying to recover myself from the pain, and i hope it's gonna work :/ Hmms, thinking if i should get a haircut, can't decide ! LOL. bytheway, there's holiday homeworks :( Sigh. K, will update again sooooon ~

Promises are meant to be broken ;

Gone

2010-09-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

seven days .

Second day ,

2010-08-30T18:03:00.003+08:00

Hi Readers. I have been non-stop crying since yesterday after that phone call with him. I can seriously feel the pain in my heart, and yes, i know it's bleeding. Today is just the second day, but i already buay tahan lerh. Everything just remind me of him, and flashbacks are non-stoppingly approach me. I miss waking him up early in the morning, i miss hearing his voice, i miss texting with him for 24/7, i miss holding his hands, i miss touching his lips and yes, i miss having him. Although there's lots of people out there cheering me up, but still i realize actually the one and only person i need is just you. Anyway, i just hate August /:( It sucks, i swear and i doubt September would be better :( I'm just looking for miracle to bring me back my smile and him, cause he's the one who can bring me the smile :) I know it's gonna hurt me for holding on, but i guess forcing myself from moving won't make me feel better /: Sigh. School is getting suckier, hate it -'- Especially seeing what i don't wish to see ;( Anyway ~ after school went to tm and t1 with Jean, Rachel and Denise > walked around > back to school w Jean to find YunChieh and Xiaohui > Opposite school > Home. Life is such a bitch, can't it just be smooth for everyone ?! Grrrrr. K, i will try to update blogger and tumblr as much as possible okay ! :) Once again, thanks to those who cheer me up (L) Bye.

i say i'm okay, but i'm really just a convincing liar.

2010-08-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

It hurts, but i just gotta let go and move on ;

2010-08-28T19:30:00.003+08:00

Hiiiii . Honestly, i'm not in the mood to update , but i've been rotting at home for the whole day :( so nothing to do then must keep my mind occupied, or else my tears are gonna drop again :/ so blogging is what i can think of :) Anyway, September holiday is coming ~ For now, i am not looking forward to it, i know why, but you might don't know ! Muhahahaha. Ca2's result also coming out lerh, ohmygod please bless me. Lol. Currently listening to songs, i'm so bored :( Thursday and Friday weren't good days for me, sigh. All i wish is a miracle to happen, i hope things are gonna slowly turn better.. Thanks to lots of people who cheer me up especially Partner, Huiwenz, RachelW, Lays, Nichelle, Jean, RachelG, Amelia and Denise. (L). Yesterday watched Step up 3, it's nice :) How i wish i could dance like them :B it's so freaking awesome ^^

After movie, went school there slack awhile > baby's home area a while > RachelG's hse > home. I love RachelG's doggy, it's so cute and hyper :O even kissed me :x haha ! and it makes me miss my dog also :( but it's okay, cause i'm going back to see my doggy soon ^^. K, shall update my tumblr later too. Bye People. Pray hard for me that everything's gonna be fine please ~

We've been through so much, no matter what happened, we've made it through, this time, i hope we can still make it through. Don't give up or let go of me and us, cause no matter what happen, i will hold on till the end. Boy, i love you.

2010-08-22T16:35:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiii :) When i found the picture above, i was like.. ohmygod, cause it's just what i think. Haha. Anyway, many tests are coming up :( next week. sigh, i scared my CA2 results are gonna be shity x.x Sianzxc, no mood to study :/ Oh yeah ! YunChieh Qinaide is back :D and she just called me this morning, but i couldn't meet up with her today :/ hope i will still have chance to hang out with her before she go back. :) K, short update. i've got nothing to post :P haha. byebye!

You are the best thing that's ever been mine ♥

2010-08-15T12:30:00.003+08:00

Hi Peepos :)

I created tumblr last week, so i guess, i will have even lesser chance to update this blog :( but i will try update as much as possible ok :)

This blog is dying :( Post, Wishlist, Profile and Links all are not updated :/ Haha.

Anyway, weekends are such a bore, stay at home for the whole freaking day ~ I've got homework to do, but i don't feel like doing :( I'm not in the mood. Grr, results are all shitty now :/ and it's gonna come to an end of term 3 alrdy x.x LOL. K, shall work hard, yes, i will try :x I feel so laggy. HAHA.

Friday, slacked after school in school until 2 plus > bus to Alvin's hse w Baby, Wenhao, Martin, Rasheed, Xbrandon and Nicholas. They all swim and play there. Until 6 plus, bus 3 home.

I wanna watch movie !!!!

K, bye ! LOL.

遗失的美好

Huiwenz :)

2010-08-08T12:33:00.004+08:00

Hi People :)

Sorry for neglecting this blog again :( Anyway, must thanks OngHuiwenz, cause i'm here to post because of her :) She must appreciate me ! :D

Happy 15th Birthday to OngHuiwenz ! *insert bigbig heart* Stay happy & healthy :)

Watched 'The Last Airbender 3D' yesterday with baby ^^ it's awesome. After that went to school for dance rehearsal. Performance ended at 8 plus. Went to T1 then met Huiwenz :) Home afterwards. Honestly, i hate August, it's not a good start, but at least i wish it will get better. Recently there're so many things happening, it's confusing me and it hurts too. Sigh, my only wish now is to hope that things get better and no one will get hurt, including myself although i am alrdy in pain :/ K, shall end here, not in the mood again :( Bye.

Ps : Enjoy your bday Wen ;D

wavering ;

confusing ;

hurt ;

afraid ;

scared ;

worried ;

& love .

2010-07-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

Hi ! School celebrated Racial Harmony Day this week. It's the first year i wear the costume! :) HAHA. Uploaded most of the photos on facebook. So yeah, will not mention much about it.

Had double maths tests this week :( it was like shit i guess. Sigh. I don't know what's wrong with me, i'm still in the heavy holiday mood ._. lol. Friday went to catch a movie - Ongbak3 with Baby and Alvin. It's a NC16 show :O Don't ask how we get in when me and baby are both 15. haha! cause we did smth bad :x Anyway, the movie was quite ok, but i fell asleep for a few mins inside the cinema :P LOL. K, nothing much ~ Bye !

you don't even bother about our friendship, why should i?

i am like an idiot trying to salvage and waiting for your stupid call when you won't.

Girl, don't say i don't fuxking care when you don't fucking bother calling , talking or approaching alright!

Out today :D

2010-07-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hi Readers :)

Went out today with Lays Lollipop ! :D

it's been so long since i've my trip to town !

met her at Kembangan mrt at 1, then we trained to Chinatown. Walked around to find our Chinese traditional costume which we are suppose to wear on wednesday, and it's compulsory for us, that's why i bought it. Had our lunch at macs. After that headed to Somerset/Orchard. Took neoprints and we walked around. Had a great day with her :D Homed at around 6 plus. Nothing much afterwards. Anyway, Happy Advanced Birthday to Priscilla Lays ! It's like 30 mins later she will offcially 15 ! HAHA. K, Short update. bye.

Just stay and never leave.

Forgive & Forget

2010-07-13T21:03:00.004+08:00

then what about forgetting?

Hi Peeps ! I'm here to update ~

Didn't attend school today, woke up late + cramps :(

Did nothing except lying on bed for the whole fuxking boring day :/ and i just realise i've missed four periods of Amaths today :( Hope i'll be able to catch up next lesson.

Anyway, Art fest performance tml, i hope i won't faint before/during/after the performance. LOL. K, short update. Bye ! Cya.

I've realised,

there won't be anyone who exactly understand how you feel,

how painful your heart is,

how much effort you've put in to fake a smile,

and how hard you are working just to forget everything just to forgive someone.

unable to heal

2010-07-10T12:47:00.005+08:00

issit true? i hope so.

Hello! I'm back. I know i've been neglecting my blog recently :x Sry!

School has reopened for two weeks alrdy, but i'm still in holidays mood :( that's bad. Anyway, watched Eclipse with baby on thursday :-) It was awesome ok! and went to baby's hse on Friday after school for maple and out to tm for macs then homed. I dont know what's wrong with me, feeling down and having moodswings since yesterday's evening :'( Having loads of flashback until i feel that it's too much for me to handle, so i broke down and cried. Thanks alot to Huiwenz and Partner Lim :) You made me feel better! Although i know the only person who can make me fully recover from this sadness is myself, cause its all depends on me, if i am able to forget anot, but seriously, idk why it's just so hard so difficult that it hurts me everytime i think of it and everytime i when i force myself to forget. I once thought that i will be able to forget, but now then i realise, all the way, i was avoiding, and never really face it before, cause i'm a coward, im really afraid to get hurt. It's just like a tattoo, a scar or a permanent marker that's in my heart. Maybe it was healed on the surface, but i guess it will never ever be healed inside, cause there're too many broken pieces that cannot be fixed back like how it was like. Gosh, i just miss everything in the past, when things just seem to be right although it was wrong. I miss the memories, but of course, not the pain. If i could have a wish now, i hope someone can give me a time machine, i will rewind back to the past, the happy and sweet moment, but when it comes to sadness, pain and hurtful things, i will skip. Too much of these, i realise it doesnt seem to be me.. Hmms. K, will update more photos asap :) and i hope i will get better. Thanks to baby for last night's phone call - last part. haha. Byez.

everything i do, is all because of you.

every pain i bear with, is because of you.

everything i sacrifice, is because of you.

and every 'because of you', is because i love you.

2010-06-24T19:28:00.004+08:00

Hiiiii. School is reopening soon :<

There's double maths homework ! but i forgot to bring back my tys :/ gotta chiong it when i go back to sg ! hope my laziness will go far far away from me !! HAHA.

Sianzxc, too long never update blog, so become speechless, dont know what should i blog about ~ HAHA. k, below is the pic of Champs Elysees in Paris :>

short update, byeeee ! :)

make this last forever,

ily ♥

Hiiiiii

2010-06-23T18:58:00.004+08:00

Hiiiii Peeepos !

It's been so long since i last posted :x anw, i'm back from europe 9 days trip :D

It was awesome although it was tiring and cold there ~

went to Paris for the first three days ! Shopping was the only thing i aimed for this trip :3

yet, the trip didnt disappointed me :D

Chanel - my favourite brand ! hehe. I got a handbag, sling bag, 2 shoes, wallet, earrings and necklace :) For lv, didn't buy much cause i prefer chanel's stuff ^^ but still get a laptop cover :) it's cool cause i've never seen it in asia before ! Bro bought one too :)

After three days trip in France - Paris, daddy drove us to Holland :) we went to see the hotel where bro will be working there for the next five months and we went around the Amsterdam city ! :D The hotel room where we lived was the most memorable, it was designed creatively and i think the room is kinda romantic ~ HAHA. Stayed in Amsterdam for two days and we headed to Germany ! stayed there for only one days as we think there's nothing much there. HAHA. And for the last few days, we made a stay in Swiss ! Swiss is my favourite country among the four ! cause the view is so nice ! just love it :3 hehe. Bro's school was located on the mountain, we drove up to see and it was freaking nice and quiet :) Awesome ^^ HAHAHA. That's roughly about my europe trip ! will post some pictures if i'm not too lazy to upload it :B K, shall end here. i will be back asap ! Byez.

faith and trust,

so please don't lie.

I miss you !

2010-06-10T20:49:00.005+08:00

Hiiiiiii :D

This post is specially delicated to my Partner - Lim ShiLi ^^

HAHA. Actually nothing much to post, but she asked me to, so i shall post smth good for her since she said i am awesomely good ;D

A few days ago - 7th June, was our one year and eleventh month anniversary, so i am here to wish us a Happy belated anniversary ! Last long with me, cause it's a must :B HAHA. and also because ..

i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! ♥

Anyway, i'm going off to Europe this Saturday, will be losing contact with Asians ! LOL. So if you are in Asia, you are Asians, So so, i won't be able to contact you ! HAHA. Will be back after 10++ days :)

K, Byeeeeee ^^

Not to forget,

i love you babyboy ♥

Back !

2010-06-08T21:35:00.004+08:00

Hiiiii Readers! I'm back to post after such a long long time :B

was kinda busy and lazy for the previous week, so didn't update my blog.

Anyway, i'm in bangkok now! ^^ back for holidays. :>

Enjoying my life here, hope baby and friends are enjoying theirs over there too :3

Miss you guys alots ^^

Went shopping with family today, bought my Macbook Pro, finally :) and i'm using it nowww ! hahaha. K, short update. I'll be back soon after transferring everything from my vaio laptop k.

Byeeee ^^

I miss you, every seconds, minutes and hours.

Exam's over ^^

2010-05-12T20:42:00.005+08:00

HiHiHi ! Exam is over :)

Erm, actually not, tmw then is officially over. Left with one MT listening compre paper tmw, no stress ^^ hehe. Cause nothing to study :B LOL. So yeah, mye is overrrrr :)

But sadly, overall, i think i didn't do well. :( Especially Physics ! Grrr.

I'm prepared to fail lerh anw. HAHA. Amaths, i realised i made alot of careless mistake after the paper :( Sigh. Might fail /: Which is quite disappointing as seriously, i think the paper wasn't as difficult as i thought it will be. Emaths, Paper 1 was okay, but Paper 2 was a killer /: Sianzxc, i just hate properties of circle ! cause no matter how i revised it, when it comes to questions, idk how to find -.- Zzz. Just hope i won't fail too many, i just don't wanna see any underline ><" , but for physics, no need worry, confirm got underline :( Lol. Anyway, after Emaths paper 1 & 2 today, bused to Baby's hse, Alvin too. Waited for Baby to get changed then cabbed to Alvin's hse with Baby, Alvin and Perry. Omgz, there's a cockroach in the cab !!! and it was just right in front of me !! ._. Heng, Perry killed it. Lol. After Alvin get changed, headed to PayaLebar there, Macs with Baby, Alvin, Perry, YuanKai, Davin, Tze Ang and Ashley. Then headed to LAN. Adrian there too. Stayed there for few hours then MRT-ed home with Baby they all. Baby sent me home. That's all. Mood went ups and downs. I hate these. :( It makes me high, then makes me emo /: Whatthehell. HAHA.

Oh yeah, uploaded some pictures ^^ since it's been so long since i spammed pics. :B HAHA. K, shall end here with pictures. Byez. (: Goodluck for tmw's LC. HAHA.

Tell and prove me that your love for me is strong enough just like my love for you.

2010-05-10T13:15:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiii Peeopos :D

I'm finally back to post :)

It's been so long since i last used laptop, now like nothing to use alrdy :/ HAHA.

Sorry for the lack of post due to exam period and some personal stuff that brought my mood down to hell :/ Anyway anyway, enough of crapping :x Not gonna post about the previous week as i can't remember anything about it. Lol.

Chemistry Paper today. Ended at 10 plus. After that went to my hse area void deck there to study Amaths with Baby :) He taught me ! Ty ^^ LOL.

Anyway, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO BABY MANDRIC NZX :D !

Stay happy and healthy k. Love you, always ^^

SIgh, Physics and Amaths Papers tmw :( Die die die. I dont get a single shit for physics, and for Amaths, it's so confusing >:( Gonna start me revision soon, ok, soooooon. LOL.

Left with four papers and i'm done with my mye :D YAY. But why last four papers all so stress derh? :( Science and Maths. Just hope i can do well. K, i promise i'll be back soon ok :)

Byeeee.

forgive and forget,

it's two diff thing.

2010-04-23T22:14:00.005+08:00

(this is what i wanted to tell you on the 19th April 2009)

Hiiiiii :) I'm back to post after one week again. LOL. Shall start posting about the whole week [:

Monday, 19th ♥

Hmms, honestly, i can't seem to pharse it out properly what exactly i wanna say. There's more than words, but i'll try. It's 19th April, and i think it's an memorable and special day for me, and baby i guess. Perhaps last year was alot much more better than this year's 19th April, but this year's was great too ! even though we didn't celebrate due to your curfew. Baby, do you know what makes last year and this year's great and awesome ? It's you, cause you are with me, until now :).

Baby : Thankyou once again for the long long long message ♥ ( although mine still longer than yours ! :B ) Received thrice of long message this month, and it was really sweeet :3 ! hehehe. Everything i wanted to say was in the messages and the phone call that makes us slept for only few hours :). Just wanna say, i love you ♥ :D

Anywayz, after school didn't go to anywhere that's too far as we can't go home late :/ LOL. Went to TM with Baby after school ^^. Walked around. Nothing much, Baby sent me home, slacked :) It was suppose to be one year, but because of the mistakes we've made, it didn't turn out to be the way we wanted, but it's ok, this year december is waiting for us to celebrate :3 Heheee. ^^

Tuesday, 20th.

School as usual. After school, went to TM with Baby, Rasheed, Nicholas, Weilin, SiHui, Peishi, Xbrandon and Lifang. :D Ate there. Xbrandon and Lifang left half way. Walked around. Peishi, Nicholas and Weilin went home after that. Baby, Rasheed, Dearest and me walked to Baby's hse there. Slacked. Rasheed and Sihui left while me went to baby's hse. Stayed there awhile then home.

Wednesday, 21th.

Phone was confiscated by sfd during mother tongue lesson :x LOL. After school, went to collect my phone by writing a "report" for her. Phone returned, took lunch in school as there was SUPPOSE to be a geo remedial lesson. Yes, Suppose to. LOL. Didn't have the geo remedial lesson at last, cause the teacher never give while all of us were there and she just walked away -.- Zzz. Walked to CS with Baby and Wenhao. Met Hanli, Zichang, Marcus, Sherman and Shihau they all. Talked about the upcoming chalet :) After that Baby sent me home and slacked.

Thursday, 22th.

Was late on Thursday's morning with baby. I'll forever rememeber that day ! HAHA. As that was the first time i late in this three years ._. LOL. Stayed back after school to wrote 1,000 words essay - "Why i should not be late" Thanks to Lays, she helped me with the whole essay ! ThankyouThankyouThankyou ♥ Hehes. Collected phone and Ez-link, bus-ed to Baby's hse with him then homed. That's all.

Friday, 23th.

School as usual. After school, baby went home to get change while me went to student leader meeting for tmw's event. Meeting ended before baby came, so waited him at school canteen with Sihui, ShiLi, Dexter, Hanli, Sherman, Shihau, Amelia and Shoan they all. Gosh, i miss 2E1'09 badly :( If time could turn back, i'll definitely enjoy it once again ;D Haaahahaha. Met baby at school gate then went to CenturySquare for movie - the bounty hunter :B The movie was ok, but abit lame. ._. LOL. Especially the last part ! HAHA. After movie, slacked at my hse there with baby then home :)

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That's all for these five days. LOL. Sianzxc, tmw gotta wake up early :( Have to go Tampines JC for Student leaders event - e6 Cluster. & i'm gonna meet baby after that :D. Anw, Mid-year is coming sooooon :( And seriously, i have no confident that i can do it well at all. Have a feeling that i'm gonna do the exam papers with an "empty-brained" :/ Sigh. Hope I can pass all the subjects ! including Physics, Chemistry, English & Maths ! Alrightz, gonna offline liao :) Byez.

Just a three simple words,

it melts my heart because you're the one who said it.

i love you babyboy ♥

2010-04-17T11:41:00.004+08:00

Hi. I think i will only have time to post once a week barh.. and the post will be quite long as i will update what happen the whole week. LOL. Anw, i was awoke at 8 plus, quite early rightz, but then i went back to sleep again, 11.30 like that then woke up. Skipped breakfast, and currently having my lunch while blogging :) LOL.

12th, Monday.

School as usual. After school stayed back for geo remedial lesson > baby's hse there > home.

13th, Tuesday.

Had student leader workshop thingy from 3 plus to 5 around there. Nothing much, home.

14th, Wednesday.

Cca was cancelled so i was free after school ^^ hehe. Went to TM with Baby to get some stuff. Then baby sent me home. :)

15th, Thursday.

My sis left to Shanghai for work, and she is gonna be back after 6-7 months, Sianzxc :( I am alone nowwww w/o her !! Anw, After school, went to tm with baby like wednesday. HAHA. then slacked, baby sent me home.

16th, Friday.

Woke up at 5 ! That's quite early. woke baby up as usual. HAHA. Met Baby and Wenhao at my house there then headed to Macs. Yay, no school, cause it was Sports day ^^. Reached Macs, Nicholas, Weilin, Martin, Rasheed and Rachel came. Then walked to Sports Hall tgt. We were late :x HAHA. Before events started, it rained, so must wait for the rain to stop then can start the events. After some races, it rained again, so Baby's last event was cancelled :/ Sianzxc. Amethyst won for this year Sports day. Ruby cheered alots, unlike our house, Sapphire. HAHAHA. But i love Sapphire ok ! :) hehee. Sports day ended before 12, Baby, Dexter and Wenhao went home to change and alters their pants while me, Sihui and Peishi went to CS, TM and T1 to buy things and change things. LOL. Baby, Dexter and Wenhao came afterwards. Ate tgt then decided to go SunPlaza Park ! :D Rasheed came along too. Slacked there, after that played catching ^^ Omgz, it was fun ok ! :} hehehe. Dexter and Sihui were the catchers for the first round, while me and Baby were the catchers for the second round :D Didn't know it would be so tired that after the two rounds, we all sat down on the floor and rested. HAHA. Went to nearby basketball court to play basketball. Dexter and Sihui didnt play, but after awhile, me and Peishi changed to Dexter. LOL. Took photos while the guys were playing ^^ went home around 4 plus, Sihui, Dexter and Peishi went MRT i think while baby, rasheed and wenhao pei-ed me home :) That's all for the fun and tiring day ^^

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hehe, i realised friday's was the longest ! LOL. Sian, having tution later T.T and now, idk what's happening w both of hands :( it swollen.. fcuk ! K, shall end here. byez.

Baby, 2 more days,

and i know i will have flashback, but it's ok, cause at least you are still with me now,

so i believe i am able to face the 19th with a smile :)

i love you, only you.

& 19th is gonna be another memorable day for us rightz ^^

I will always love you,

2010-04-10T19:17:00.004+08:00

Hi Readers :D
I'm sorry for the lack of post, didn't really have time to come online and blog. :(
and yeah, i think this will continue for a few weeks as my life is kinda busy :x There're alots of tests coming up and midyear examination is starting at the 28th April ! Omgz, it's kinda fast rightz? LOL. Anw, this week had been quite a meaningful week for me, should say, this month - April :) *smile* Hehee, i love the picture above, and the quote in the picture is so true :] credit to Nichelle goodfren <: Hmms, shall post about what happened few days ago ^^

05th, Monday.
School as usual. breakfast w baby, and if i'm not wrong, was with Rasheed, RachelG, Huiwen, Nichelle, Ruiqi, Weilin and Nicholas :) Went to school tgt afterwards. After school, waited for Dearest Chewzxc at 3E5 classroom with Baby and Rasheed, they were sleeping ! LOL. Mrt-ed to Bugis with Chewzxc after that. Bought our stuffs at Bugis Junction & Bugis street :> was a tiring day but enjoyed being with my dearest ^^. Home-d.

06th, Tuesday.
Babyyyyyy : Happy Fourth Monthsary ♥ Everything that i wanted to say was in the long long message i sent you :) and thanks for the long long long message + the anniversary present you bought for me, i love it k ! Hope you like mine too :B Love you Love you ! [: heheehe.
&&,
Dearest Chewzxc : Happy Two Years Anniversary ♥ Same, everything was written in the card for you :> Thankyou for the longlasting 'dearest-ship' :D Love you manyz baby chewzxc :D hehe.
Thanks for the letter + the precious present you gave me. Love you many ^^
Hmms, 06th is such a great day for me,
and not to forget, happy birthday to Rasheed ! :>
Anyway, after school, was so suay that our class had to stay back cause we didn't done our recycling corner :( After the detention we had, which is go around the school a place one box in front of every class. LOL. :/ pei-ed baby to salon to get his haircut, unluckily, his hair was kena cut on our anni + Rasheed's birthday, which we actually planned to watch movie at 3.50, but ended up at 4.40. After baby had his haircut and came back to school to collect his phone from Mr.Hafiz, i accompanied baby to his hse, waited for me to get change then we headed to tampines mall to meet Rasheed, Rachel, Nicholas, Weilin and Martin for movie. Watched Clash of the Titans with them. I left before the movie ended and rushed home before my guardians reached home <: Celebrated me and Baby's anni with Rasheed's Birthday. LOL. but sadly, wasn't able to celebrate with Chewzxc for our two years anni :( but at least, spent time with her on Monday ^^ K, Happy and another tiring day.

07th, Wednesday.
Partnerrrr Lim : Happy 1 Year and 9 Monthsary ♥ and and Happy anni to you and your love too :3 Last long Partner, i know you two will :B Heheee. Now, I'm looking forward to our two years anni :> Soon soon ~ we are gonna celebrate it tgt :> Ai Si Ni Partner :D
Anyway, Had Napfa test today. Omgz, i fell down :( and napfa test + dance after napfa caused me muscleache badly :( After dance, waited for baby to finish his napfa then he sent me home :> Slacked awhile, then homed.

08th, Thursday.
School is boring like usual :( especially during the 4 periods Amaths lesson today :/ sleepyyy. After school, went to Macs w baby :) ate then headed to my hse there, slacked with baby then home. Oh yeah, Happy fourth Monthsary to Dearest Chewzxc and Dexterrz. :>

09th, Friday.
Babyyyy : Happy one year anniversary ♥ ! It's been exactly one year since we've got to know each other :> Memories from 19th April 2008 till now and future, will never be erased :> Same, everything i wanted to say was in the long message i sent you on that day :D and thankyou for the long message too :3 ! Luvz. :3
Anw, had E & A maths tests today :( Gosh, I think i'm gonna fail my Emaths test. I found it so difficult luh :< ! Amaths still ok. Sianzxc :/ i dont want it to pull down my CA1 marks leh.
After school, went to baby's hse. Waited for him to get change then from his hse, we took bus to inter. Wanted to go EastCoast on that day, but while bus-ing to inter, me and baby was kinda tired, so we decided to watch Movie :> Went to TM to buy tickets, then before movie started, went to ljs to have our lunch. 3.05 Movie, watched Date Night. :B Wheee, love it. It was awesome cause it makes me and baby laughed like hell ! HAHAHA. Nice Show :) After Movie, headed home w baby. That's all.

10th, Today.
Woke up at 11 plus. Very tired, due to the muscleache :( Had my tution @ 2. It was okay. Oh yeah, my guardian was kinda weird today during lunch ! He talked to me about choosing bf stuff (?) :O LOL. crap. HAHA. Nothing much today, sianzxc, there's tution tmw again :( and i havent start my homework yet ! Anw, there're so many upcoming tests next week :( Physics, Chem, Geo, SS and English & i havent even start revising.! Zzz. K, nothing much. Shall end here, will post again asap.! Byez.

I'm sorry for everything that happened recently,
i didn't mean to make it happen, i bet you too.
but do you know what makes me happy when we quarrel everytime?
is when we got back tgt by saying sorry and ily.
is when we forgive each other.
is when we both took one step back each
and is when we both give in :>
Also, do you know what it proves after we got back tgt?
it proves that our r/s is strong enough to pass through every tests that god gave to us.
Baby, i just love you and i didn't mean to threaten you.
Im really sorry.
10 more days, i know it might somehow disappoint both of us,
but for me, i will try to think it positively like what i wrote in the card <:
you too k ! i believe it's gonna be another memorable april like last year rightz. :]
love you, always, no matter what. muacks ♥

2010-04-03T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hi Peepos.
I'm not in the good mood right now, still feeling down.
I hope thing is getting better. Anw, I had a nightmare, woke up in the early morning and i realised i even teared. Lols :/ After awhile, smth happened. It teared me apart. I cried like a crazy mad girl, the feeling cant be describe. It was so miserable that i keep trembling, yeah, with fear, afraid that i was gonna lose someone who mean so muchhhh to me.
Anw, had my tution today. 2 hours. Its super sian canzxc ! and i am having it again tmw ! :(
Sigh, this week because of good friday, weekend seem to pass slower than usual :/ i feel like going t school alrdy leh :O but not for study :x HAHA. Hmms, 060410, 090410 & 190410 are coming, hope it's gonna be a special and memorable one for US ♥ .
K, shall end here. byez.

3 more days. I'm hoping there's miracle,

cause i don't wish to leave April as regrets..

i love you baby boy ♥

2010-04-02T11:18:00.002+08:00

Hey :>
It's April Peepos ! :D I love April, I'm sure ^^ LOL.
Yesterday,
April fool's day ! LOL. School as usual, but was kinda mad during some lessons. HAHA. After school, it was raining heavily, but no chioce, too hungry cause never went for recess, so decided to run in the rain to CenturySquare. LOL. Ran w RachelG in the rain, haha, we were the first two who reached there while baby and rasheed were behind. Haha. ate at foodcourt, after that went t tm awhile then walked to baby's hse w baby, rachel and rasheed. Slacked there, watched tv then left baby's hse at 5 plus. Baby sent me home while Rasheed they all went home. That's all.
Today,
GoodFriday :) No school. Lols. Hope i am able to meet baby later on :>
Sianzxc, Having both maths tests next week :( Hope i can pass lah ! :/ cause i have the feeling i'm gonna fail ! LOL. Anw, found some quiz for me to do <: Its been so long since i did the last quiz.

Q1. If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you get?
Ans : Die.
Q2. Who was the last person to text you?
Ans : Baby :>
Q3. Do you like sneezing, or do you hate that feeling?
Ans : Depends. LOL.
Q4. What is your favourite room in your house?
Ans : My bedroom [:
Q5. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Ans : Plain water.
Q6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ans : Partnerrrr Lim :>
Q7. When was the last time you cried?
Ans : Yesterday.
Q8. What are you doing right now?
Ans : Quiz + Breathing.
Q9. How's your brother doing today?
Ans : I'm not sure, he's in swiss now.
Q10. Do you like ice-cream cake?
Ans : Yep :3
Q11. Are you currently single?
Ans : Nope :x
Q12. What's your favourite number?
Ans : 6 :D
Q13. What colour is your shirt?
Ans : Pink + White :)
Q14. What kind of cell phone do you own?
Ans : iPhone - Apple.
Q15. What are you excited for?
Ans : 060410, 090410 & 190410 <:

K, I'm done :> and i skipped some questions :x HAHA.
gtg. byez.

i keep telling myself not to expect anymore.
not to look forward,
but still, i failed.
because this month seriously mean alot to me. what about you?
4 more days.
ily baby boy <3

2010-03-29T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hi People :D

Hmm, now guardians not at home, that's why can use comp. LOL. Think won't be using comp or blogging so often le. But at least one week will update once ok :) . School today. Baby met me at my hse here as usual. Met at 6. Slacked awhile then went macs at 6.30, ate, then walked to school. Omgz, every girls start to clip up their fringe alrdy, including me :( Hmms, like going back to sec1 like that sia. LOL. Anw, Baby and Rasheed they all are crazy over itouch/iPhone games ! keep playing derh lorh, and so concentrated in the game -.- LOL. After school, went to Century Square w Baby, Rachel, Rasheed, Weilin, Rasheed and Lifang. ate there, then walked to tm after that. Saw Huiwen, Nichelle, Ruiqi and Rachel they all. Nothing much, walked home w baby, Rachel and Rasheed, after that they all went home. :) That's all. HAHA. Oh yeah, having mother tongue oral exam tmw ._. This year unlike last year lorh, inform us so late -.- LOL. After that still have to go for workshop thingy. Wednesday also have :( but think half way will left for cca :> Yay, Baby says he's going to wait for me this wednesday cause he having oral [: Hope he really can wait lorh. Thursday i think got student leaders meeting, and i think this Friday is holiday cause of the Good Friday :( Sianzxc, don't think can go out to meet baby lorh :/ will try barh. LOL. K, nothing much, shall end here :) Byez.

------

Prove me :]

8 More days ! I'm counting down :3

ily ♥

It's killing me ,

2010-03-27T10:59:00.002+08:00

yeah, only watching.

Hi ! Sorry blogger for the lack of updating :/ Was kinda lazy and moodless this few days. Anyway, I'm back to Sg since last Sunday :) Baby fetched me. Hmms, not gonna elaborate much what happened a few days ago or a week cause i also can't really remember :x

Oh yeah, got back report book yesterday. Still ok barh. But this is only progress report :( Got 3 As, 2Bs and 2Cs. And yes, i am fking disappointed with my chinese ): I didn't manage to score A ! :x LOL. Sigh, feeling down now :( I wonder why things will turn out this way.. k, nothing much. Will find time to blog again. byez.

Do you know how i feel?

Do you understand how hard i am trying?

Do you realise my heart is bleeding?

I don't think so :(

I seriously wonder why things will turn out in this way.

This is not what i wanted, and i believe this is not what you wanted it to be too.

Baby, you are the one and only for me,

and yes, i am very sure that you are the only one in my heart, the irreplacable one,

what about you?

Don't tell me. Prove me.

iloveyouz.

2010-03-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hi ;D Just came back from outside.

Woke up a 11 plus. Had my lunch and went out with Parents ! Shopping, again ^^

Had my dinner outside, and now, back home.

Yay, i finally got my laptop a new mouse. lols. kept forgetting to buy and today i finally rmb ! :B It's pink ! ' Egg Mouse ' ! hahas. & got my iPhone a new screen protector and cover :)

wanted to buy a new wallet, but can't find the one i really like :/

Anyway, Baby's now at Malaysia :( Won't be able to talk to him on phone tonight before i sleep, as usual. ): Sianzxc, i miss him to the maxxxx ! :( but yay, i'm so happy ! Thought he won't be able to reply msges, but he just replied me ;D Wohoooo. LOL. Hope he is enjoying himself there ! Below de photo is specially for baby ^^ :

Yesyes, take care k baby. Will wait for you to call me tmw when you're back to sg ! :)

hehes, just finish hanging up phone with chewzxc. Hmms, everyone's going to the new school tml ! but i'm not :/ 'cause i am still here, in bangkok, not sg. Lols. Feel so excited but sianz at the same time, cause when the new school move back, my hse is just beside beside the school :/ i bet my guardian will be very strict to me barh, then don't think can go home late le :x

Going out tml also i think. Nothing much liaoz. Byez.

I thought you will bother to see and understand,

but i guess i'm wrong, cause you don't.

Love.

2010-03-17T21:03:00.004+08:00

Hi readers :>

I'm back in a better mood :]

but BETTER only, not BEST. Lols. I need some time to recover (:

Anyway, woke up quite late today, and it was again, by Dearest Chewzxc's call ! LOL. talked to baby on phone like usual until quite late, so i can't really wake up by myself in the morning. HAHA. Had my late breakfast and early lunch then went shopping with parents :) Back home for dinner and now chatting with Partner online. ^^

Oh yeah, I wanna thanks Dearest Chewzxc, Partner Lim, Elena Sister, Rachel Goh, Martin & Oscar for cheering me up ;D and of course, thank you Baby Ngohzxc & Sorry :(

hehe, Love you all ! LOL.

bytheway, those who tagged my blog, please leave your own name before you tag alrighz. Thanks.

K, nothing much to post. Byez.

In the heat of the fight

I walked away,

Ignoring words that you were saying,

Tryna make me stay.

I said, "This time I've had enough."

And you've called a hundred times,

But I'm not pickin' up.

'Cause I'm so mad,

I might tell you that it's over.

But if you look a little closer

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you

To stand outside my window,

throwing pebbles,

screaming,

"I'm in love with you."

2010-03-16T20:53:00.005+08:00

edited post.

Thanks to Martin & Oscar Sia :D

hi readers :>

short update for today.

yesterday didn't really have the mood the post, neither today.

so ytd's post nothing much. Today won't be a long post also.

Anyway, Happy 15th Birthday to Ningyi Plurk Partner ! ♥

Stay happy ! <:

Hmms, will update my blog a long post when i feel better.

k, byez.

我该怎么表达我现在的心情呢?

我该表达给谁听呢?

我不知道..

好像已经没有人会听,会了解了.

我真的觉得好累,

被你一次又一次的伤,我好像已经没有那个力气再跟你斗了.

我真的很在乎你,可是感情的世界好像总是需要双数而不是单数,

所以就算只有我在乎,只有我想为其我们的感情,

也好像不会有用.

我在努力的忍,努力的承受,

难道你看不出我的努力吗?

还是对你来说,我真正该努力的是放手?

如果爱情可以用数字来衡量,你会给我你多少的爱呢?

我真的很好奇..

为什么当我在流泪,在崩溃的哭泣时,

你却是带着笑容迎接你和别人的喜悦?

难道你真的没感觉?不在乎吗?

而当我最需要你的时候,为什么你却是让我找不到你的时候?

对你来说,不管是哪一段的友情,都会比我们这段爱情来得重要吗?

为什么每次你所说的话,却跟你所作出来的截然不同?

我心里真的有太多太多的疑问

可是我很清楚,不管我怎么寻找答案,我是永远永远都找不到答案的..

因为能给我答案的人,只有你.

但因为你的不在乎,你也是永远永远都不会知道我心里有这么多的疑问.

连续的失落感,连续的伤痛,

我真的不知道我该怎么继续去面对这些..

请你告诉我..给我方向好吗?

2010-03-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

Everything happens for a reason ;

post tml. Nightz.

I'm scared, I'm worry, I'm jealous.

& I'm afriad to lose you..
I HATE THE INSECURE FEELING INSIDE MY HEART !

2010-03-14T21:57:00.004+08:00

我爱他,

轰轰烈烈,

跌跌撞撞到绝望..

Hi People !

I am feeling so down now :(

idk why, there're so many reasons behind.. Sigh.

Anw, woke up at 10 plus today by Daddy's call.

He woke me up and asked me to prepare to go for lunch with family.

Had buffet for lunch with parents & grandparents at Hotel.

Parents maybe coming to S'pore on 29th March after i go back to sg. ^^

Mummy say want to bring me to Sentosaaaa ! LOL. :D

Yayyyy, I'm so happyyyy :> but it's not because of going to Sentosa,

is because she coming then i can no need stay at my guardians' hse for few days,

and yeah, this mean.. FREEDOM ! hohohoho ! xD LOL.

After lunch, straightaway came home. Cause everyone was so full and sleepy :/

HAHA.Took my nap for 3-4 hours plus :O damn tired. That's all.

Sianzxc, I haven't even start doing my holiday homework /: abit lazy to do ley :B LOL.

Currently listening to THE REASON. idk why, i feel like crying.. and slowly, the memories come to my mind.. :( k, fine, shall not think to much :) I'm trying to be happy and thinking positively :D

k, shall end here. <:

byez.

I am waiting for your call, but maybe,

you wouldn't know.

Cause you don't even seem to bother..

I just wonder, why issit so hard for you to say out what i want to hear.

Issit because you don't mean it? Or issit just to disappoint me even more?

i really dont know. but the only thing i know is, it hurts and disappoints me badly..

but still, nothing is gonna change my love for you.

I love and miss you, boy ♥.

Disappointment.

2010-03-13T14:40:00.003+08:00

Hi :> Life is so sianz nowadays :/ LOL. Anyway, woke up at 11 plus. Then went out with Daddy to see our new house then went to buy some food and snacks home <: hehes. After that, we went home and took our lunch. That's all. Parents are going out later to have their dinner, i lazy go, so i'll be staying at home rotting today :B LOL. Or maybe will go out awhile to buy some stuff? see first lorh. K, nothing much :) hope everyone enjoy their hols :D

girl, please don't think that i can take everything you said, cause i can't. and please don't try to find any excuses for not going or doing anything. i know you have your rights to choose where you want go and who to accompany, you can just say, don't have to make me feel that you are trying to drift apart with me. cause seriously, i hate this feelings.

do you miss me like i do? do you think of me like i do? do you care me like i do? and.. do you love me like i do? :/ Sigh, i seriously hate the feeling being neglected and disappointed again and again. Suck. When i was tearing in front of our conversation, our phone calls, our msges, all you did wasn't console me, instead of doing that, you get angry and we started quarrelling. One thing i hope you can do is to understand me, read my mind/heart, but why, why you don't seem to notice? I hate all the misunderstanding we have, i hate it when both of us made each other teared. I am so concern about every little things, what about you? Do you even think of calling and chatting with me? and do you even bother to give me at least a missed call? I am so disappointed.. but i can't seem to do anything except staring at my damn phone. but at last, no matter how long i've been waiting, nothing seems to change or get better, cause still, i didn't receive anything from you. Babyz, i really love, care and need you alots. How i wish without me saying, you will know what i really think and hope you could say. No matter what, you are still the one and only for me, 'cause you are irreplacable in my heart :> wo ai ni.
♥

2010-03-12T21:47:00.009+08:00

Heeeyyyyy People :D

I'm finally here updating my blog :>

Shall start blogging about Tuesday till today :D

I'll try to recall <: LOL.

can't remember what happened on Monday, i only know that i accidentally stapled myself == dumb :O HAHA. and it bled, obviously ._.

Tuesday, 090310.

Went to school with baby as usual (:

After school, baby had his history retest, so waited for him at school canteen there. Went to Macs with Baby, Huiwen & Ruiqi after their retest. Slacked at Martin's hse there with them & Martin + Rasheed + Qunxiang they all. left there at 4 plus, 168ed home with baby. Slacked at playground there with baby, after awhile, Sihui came and slacked with me and baby :> took photo and chitchat awhile. 6 plus, Rasheed came to find baby then they went home.

Wednesday, 100310.

School as usual. After school, didn't go for cca. skipped because i was having cramps :( so yeah, don't feel like dancing and i don't think i am able to :/ Anyway, waited for baby after school as he was having geo re-test today. LOL. Can't really remember where did we go after that, but i can remember that baby kena scolded on that day :( and yeah, i received a very very cute plaster from Huiwenz :D Piglet plaster ! cute rightz? :B

Thursday, 110310.

Today's PE lesson was fun ! :D enjoyed ^^ it was not torturing like the previous time anymore ! HAHA. School was fine, but tiring. LOL. After school, didn't go out with baby as he has to go home early and i have student leaders meeting. After the meeting, mrt-ed home, that's all. Nothing much.

Friday, 120310.

Woke baby up early this moring, but not for breakfast, just for slacking :x LOL. I just wanna spend more time with him ! 1 second also can :> hehe :B went to cheers before we mrt-ed to school. Haha, and yeah, i have a random picture of our sweets :B LOL.

Anyway, reached school, i think today we were the last two who reached the school barh :x English lesson went to Music room. Chitchat and play tap tap with Huiwen, Rachel and Ruiqi. LOL. Anw, today is the last at bedok old school. :( sadded, i am gonna miss this school alots :( 1E1'08 + 2E1'09 !! Yes, all the memories will never be forgotten and will forever stay in my heartzxc :> i wll miss this old school !!!! HAHA. After school, cabbed to baby's hse then my hse. Get changed ad prepared to go to airport to catch my flight at 4. LOL. Baby met me at my hse there then cabbed to airport. Checked in and trained from Terminal 1 to Terminal 3. Met ShiLi Partner and Alvis there too ! ate macs tgt :] Then baby and me trained back to T1 again. Slacked awhile then baby went back after i went into the gate. That's all. and now, i am here in bangkok posting :) Currently talking to baby on msn, Tweeting, Facebooking :D Will be going back to Sg on next Sunday i think. Kays, Pictures time :>

Oh yeah, I love Strawberry and Cream Lollipop ! LOL xD

byez. Nights.

I'm missing you :(

What about you? ♥

2010-03-11T17:52:00.001+08:00

Friday/Saturday then will update my blog. :>

2010-03-07T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hi :> This few days i have been quite busy posting about anniversary post & wishes :B

HAHA, so yeah, same for today ^^

To my beloved Partner Lim :

' Heeeeyyyyyyyyyy Partnerrrr '

Yep, this is what we always say to each other when we are so happy seeing each other, rightz?

Partner Lim, Happy one year and seventh month ♥ !

Thanks for everything, especially for always being there showing me your beautiful and cheerful smiles :) which will always lighten up my day ^^. and yeah, thanks alot for the messages you sent too ! it touched me :> and i just wanna say, you are such a great partner ! and you will of cos forever be my most beloved Partner Lim ShiLi :D

Lastly, Last long with me ! and of course, last long with your A ! Happy first month to you and him <3

Ai Si Ni le Partner :3

- Done -

Anyway, nothing much today. Spent my morning after i woke up on my tution homework, but i didn't finish it at last :x but the teacher didn't seem to realise :B had my 2 hours tution at 3, i swear, the time passed super slow ! i kept looking at the clock, but it doesn't seem to move ._. HAHA. now chatting with dearest & partner on msn ;) That's all. ! going to watch "Dear John" tml i think :D yayyy, finally :> HAHA. k, shall end here. byezxc.

♥就让时间停留在我们俩相爱的时间,好吗?

2010-03-06T16:35:00.003+08:00

Hi :) First of all, I've got smth to post for my piggy baby :>

Baby, Happy 3rd month anniversary {♥} !

Although this two months our r/s aint going very smoothly, but i still feel so happy that we are still tgt until today. Yesterday's quarreling it was all because of me. Because of my unreasonable, so at the start of the 6th it wasn't a very good one. But your long wishes message, i really have to say thank you, it touched me and i really even felt more guilty for quarreling with you on our anniversary, but at that time, there was no turning back for me, cause even if that time, i stopped, i don't think everything will immediately be fine as you were kinda angry and disappointed :(. Also, i apologise for what i've said. I've made you cried again, but i didn't mean it. I thought if my answer was yes, you might feel better and even happier, but maybe i was wrong. I just want you to know, no matter what and when, the answer in my heart will forever be 'NO', cause you are the one who understand the most that, i can't even bear the pain to lose you. And yeah, thanks, thanks for forgiving me and still accept this kind of me. I know i hurt you so badly and deeply that you were so angry and shouted out so many vulgar and teared. I made you become so miserable and yet you still willing to forgive me. I know it's hard for you to forget what i've said out ytd, i know my words hurt, but i will let time slowly erase it out of your mind/heart and never ever let it come back to you again, cause i regretted for saying out what i didn't even want and mean it. Yeah, just like what i've said, last long, last forever and like what you've said, last forever and ever ♥ ! Yes we will ;D I love you so much my beloved bf, baby, lg & Pig :3

&&,

To my Dearest Chew Sihui :

Not to forget, it's our anniversary today :] 6th.

Dearestz, Happy one year and eleventh month ! :D

It's gonna be two years since we become 'dearests',

i've got so much to say to you, to show my appreciation and apology.

You are always the first one who know how i feel. No matter i am happy, sad or angry, you will be the one who cheered me up at the first moment and share everything with me. After telling you, things always seem to be fine, cause you always give me the best advice and always show your care and concern to me and even when i throw my temper at you. Chewzxc, much appreciation yeah. and just wanna let you know, no matter what happen, you will always be my baby dearest chew sihui :D because i love you loads :3 [ More information will be in the letter on monday ] ! LOL ;D

- Done -

Nothing much today. Woke up at 12.45 around there. was damn tired because i went to bed at around 2-3 plus. talked to baby on phone, i liked the last part of our conversation :> cause we were so sweet, rightz. <: but yeah, i hate the other part of our conversation ytd cause we were quarrelling. I'm sorry once again. Btw, thanks to RachelG for cheering me up ytd's night. you cheer up too yeah ! i believe after a few days thing is gonna be fine :) so don't think too much an don't cry ok. :) Anw, Baby came and met me just now :D slacked with him awhile then came home. Wohooo, maybe watching Dear John with Weilin i think :). Have to see what time the movie starts on monday then can decide ! i wanna watch before it's gonna be out from the cinema ! LOL. K, i shall end here. byez ^^

'cause i am forever yours.

I Promise,

2010-03-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

HI :) Let me recall... LOL
Tuesday, 020310.
School as usual. After school, went to tm with Sihui, Dexter, HanLi, Marcus and Shihau. walked around with my left toe injured :/ After awhile, baby came to meet me. Slacked at my hse here. Nothing much.
Wednesday, 030310.
Met baby early. 168ed to Bedok macs and had breakfast :> hehe, finally this time baby let me treat him instead of him keep treating me cause my Amaths scored more than B4 ^^. This is our deal :> LOL. Half way Nichelle and Ryan came. then Ruiqi and Martin they all. After that walked to school tgt. After school, accompanied baby to opposite block awhile, then went back to school at 3 plus to eat and went for cca. Cca ended at 6. It was tiring and torturing, but it was fun too ;P even though i injured my leg ._. and i have a blueblack now ! LOL. Dexter gave Sihui a surprise. He came and fetch her home ! so good right. Lols. Then Zichang pei-ed me 168ed home :> reached home at 7 plus. damn tired so went to bed early. that's all.
Thursday, 040310.

Mrt-ed with baby to school. Had geog test today, it was ok. hope can score A ! LOL. Heats people left class at 1.30, baby is the one of them :( So after school, went to Macs to take away food to eat and for baby with Sihui, Peishi & Marcus. 9ed to Bedok stadium with them. reached there, pei-ed baby and was with Dearest, Dexter, Weilin, Nicholas, Rasheed, Rachel, Wenhao, Chongteng, Peishi, Marcus and Martin they all. Left there at 5 plus, it was raining. lols. 31-ed to Tampines inter with baby, had a talk with him and i felt so guilty cause of sth. :( Anyway, reached home at 7 plus. Then watched tv and came online, blogged half way but baby called me so saved as draft, never publish. LOL. Talked to him until i didn't listen cause was kinda tired :x baby also. Hahas. went to sleep after the talk with baby, and that's all :>

Friday, 050310.

Today. Firstly,

HAPPY 15th BIRHTDAY, LIM SHILI PARTNER ;D

Stay happy and healthy ♥

AI SI NI LE PARTNER :> !

Anw, Met baby early at my hse there then bused to bedok macs again to eat breakfast :) then walked to school. Got my Physics test back, omgggg, i got a passing marks only :/ sianz. lols. but at least i feel contented that i did pass cause i never even listen in class :P Got back my history elective SBQ test also. Hoho, i scored 10/15 which i was quite shocked :x thought i would fail ><> hahas. Actually wanted to watch "Dear John", but the movie time too late liao ): But i didn't regret anyway. hahas. Movie ended at 5 plus, baby sent me home. slacked awhile and he went to meet frens. Homed, watched tv and now online :) Zzz, don't know why, i am so careless this few days, keep injured myself :( . LOL. Wohooo ! A few more hours is gonna be Baby & Me and Sihui & me de anniversary liao ;D Let's see this time Baby sent me the msg will be longer than mine anot ;P Last month 700 plus words he sent me still lose me ! HAHAHA. I will type more this month :) cause i will let him lose again xP. LOL. K, gonna update blog tml again. Byez.

I've hurt you so badly and deeply without me knowing at that moment. I thought you don't care, i thought you don't mind, but yes, you really do care me alots. I'm sorry for being such an asshole that i turned you down, I didn't mean it to hurt you, never. Please forgive what i've done and please give me time to prove that you are the one and only, alright? I admit it was really my fault this time round and i am really sorry for this few times de nonsense quarrelling :( I just want you to know, i never blame you. I blamed myself instead, blaming myself for starting those non-sense. There's so many things i wanna say, but i don't even know how to put those thing i wanna say into words to tell you exactly.. Baby, all you have to know is, I love you and i will forever be with you no matter what happen, cause you are the one for me ♥.

2010-03-01T20:59:00.005+08:00

Hi ;D
Currently using sister's laptop to post, so no picture will be updated for this post :)
Anyway. Woke up at 5 plus, then woke baby up. Met him around 6 plus then 168ed to Bedok inter Macs. Had our breakfast :> After awhile Nichelle they all came. lols. reached school at 7.40 around there with Nicholas & Weilin also. Lesson as usual. Omgggg, i managed to pass my Amaths & Emaths tests ! and i score 18 for both ._. LOL. but was kinda disappointed in my Emaths test ley :( Anyway, during English lesson, went to Music room and watched video, half way i fell asleep :x lols, too tired liao ! and this moring thanks to the sweets, it kept me awake for the whole morning :> LOL. Sigh, had Physics test today, it was damn difficult canzxc ! i think i will fail this test badly :/ Zzz. Anyway, school dismissed at 2 after the physics test. Pei-ed Baby to Opposite block awhile then 2.45 around there, met Sihui at school bus stop and 67ed to Tampines with her :> Went to Tampines 1 first and then to Tampines Mall. Shopped and bought something for Partner as her birthday is coming and Baby for our anniversary ;D Wohoo~ LOL. Yayyy, Baby and my anniversary is coming ! of course, not to forget, Baby Dearest Chew and my anniversary ^^. HAHA. After bought hao things, went to interchange with Chew to meet baby. When baby came, Dearest left and i think she went back to school to find her baby. LOL. Baby sent me home and slacked awhile before he went home. Nothing much. Another tiring day but a happy day, byezxc ;D

Nichelle Goodfren : Cheer up ! :D don't think too much. Everything will be fine.

Maybe i expected too much, but all i want is only your sincerity, issit so difficult ? :(

2010-02-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hi ! Sianzxc, i am super bored now :( actually got Physics, Chemistry and Geo to revise luh, budden i don't feel like doing :( headache + stomach pain. Zzz. Anyway, added two new songs to my blog ;D you can see the songs name from the playlist there ^^. Uhhhh, having Physics test tml ! ): GG liao. LOL. Currently blogging, listening to songs and chatting with Daddy through msn. :) Hmms, ShiLi Partner's 15th birthday is coming ;D ! HAHA. and 6 more more days to 6th ! <: LOL. I wanna watch a movie called "Remember me" ! i think on 18th March showing :) Got Twilight/New Moon de Edward ! LOLOL :D and and, i wanna watch "Dear John" too ! LOL. K, enough of crapping. :B Gonna offline and rest soon..

我们背对背拥抱

byez. :]

2010-02-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

Hi People :D

It's weekends ! but i am not happy at all :O HAHA. 'Cause i can't get to see Baby :( LOL.

Wednesday, 24/02/10.

School was boring on that day. Baby didn't come school as he was overslept :(

Mrt-ed to school. Lesson as usual. During assembly, sec3 guys and girls seperated and had sex talks ._. it was kinda boring and disgusting :/ LOL. Met Baby after school awhile then went for cca. Left cca early at 5.30, went over to Nicholas's hse to find baby :>

then 168ed home. Slacked at my hse there. That's all. :)

Thursday, 25/02/10.

School as usual. Can't really rmb what happen in school.

Anyway, cab to Tampines with Baby, RachelW and her stead. They alighted at TM then me and baby went to Baby's hse :) Slacked there awhile then baby sent me home.

Friday, 26/02/10.

After school, had the foreign students lunch with PPN . went there. talked and ate, nothing much. Left training room at 2 plus. then went up to class find Sihui they all then went to hall cause dexter they all were there. Stayed there awhile. then 67-ed to T1 with Sihui dearest :D ! Shopped with her :) around 4-5 plus went to my hse there to find baby and slacked ^^. At night, chatted and webcam with baby on msn :) then went slept at 10 plus.

Today,

woke up 12.50 around there ><

k, shall end here. gonna go do my tution homework and study :(

Byezxc (:

I'm sorry. i know i've been saying these non stop. but i mean it. i apologise for the reason we quarrelled. i apologise for making you sad. i apologise for making you so dulan. i'm sorry.. but thanks, thanks for always forgive me and how caring you are. I just hope we can stop all the quarrelling and let nothing to affect us, alrightz? 7 more days ! I love you horny bastard handsome hot baby :>

Love,

2010-02-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

HI ! :D I am here to blog again (: Not to forget, HAPPY SIXTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, ELENA SISTER ! ♥ hehe. Anyway, school as usual. Met baby at 6 plus my house there. 168-ed to Bedok Macs. Ate breakfast, thanks to baby again :) you know for what derh luh xD ! LOL. Met Rasheed, Martin, XiaoBrandon & Lifang after that then walked to school. Lesson as usual. Slept during Chemistry lesson. :/ Damn tired + sleepy lah ><. Had geo lesson at comp lab 4. English next. Recess. then Emaths test. it was ok, except the last question ._. LOL. Today's SS lesson was fun ^^ laugh laugh laugh ! HAHA. MT last, bored :/ After school, went opposite awhile jiu 28-ed to Baby's hse le. Slacked + Used baby's comp awhile. Baby sent me home.

Psb : Thanks for the tag. Please kindly insert your own name before you tag :)

uh, i am such a slacker :x Didn't do any homework today :/ and i dont think i gonna do it later xP LOL. K, shall end here.Byez. :)

2010-02-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hi Readers ! :D

I'm so bored now :/ Anyway, met baby early today :) actually this few weeks also meeting him early everyday. 168-ed to Bedok Macs. Baby ate, while i asked him some Amaths questions. Studied, then i bought something to eat too. left Macs at 7 plus. Went to slack awhile before we headed to school as it was still quite early and we didn't want to sit in front during morning assembly. Reached school, sat at the back actually, but Mr.Hafiz asked all girls to sit in front ._. so have to move. Lol. Lessons are bored like usual :/ . Had SS one period, Ms.Shanthi never come, so kinda slacked abit during the one period lesson. CE2 next. Then 3 periods English ._. Had Amaths test after that. Omggggg, i think i will fail my Amaths test today luh :/ i hate log ! i don't even understand ok ! LOL. Didn't do 2 questions i think :x Sianz, i don't wanna faill my test ! :( Recess next. Spent recess time with Peishi. Florence didn't come to school still. Miss her derh ley ! LOL. Emaths next, thought will got Emaths test today, but i think Mr.Gary Sng forgot, then when we reminded him, he said postpone lorh. LOL. Last two periods were Physics. The most boring lesson ! i guess :/ lol. Then after school, cabbed to Century Square with Baby, Rachel and Rasheed for movie at 2.30 :) we were left by only 8 mins to reach there. but still, we were still counted on time bah ^^. Oh yeah ! Thanks baby for treating me movie, drinks & cab fare today ! :) even though you say it was a must to help me pay, but still, thanks ya ! but stop treating me so many things luh ._. i damn paiseh ok ! :O everytime i wanted to pay still threaten me somemore ._. LOL. but really, i got appreciate k ! ^^ Anyway, watched " Persy Jackson " i don't think i got spell correct the movie name :/ but it's ok, i understand can liao :B LOL. Movie ended at 4 plus. Baby sent me home, slacked and Rasheed sent Rachel back too, i think. Home at 6 plus i think. Did nothing much except watched tv and now online :) uh, i don't feel like revising Emaths test tml sia :/ feel so sleepy now & i guess i am going sleep sooooon :P k, nothing much. shall end here. goodluck for Emaths test tml ! :D Byeeee !

**********

- Because its you, everything is worth it :)

Sigh,

2010-02-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

disappointed, again and again :(

i should just have gone from this world, maybe everything would be different, you might be happier without me.

love.

yours,

2010-02-21T19:08:00.006+08:00

Hello People :)

First of all, Happy Fifth Month, Ningyi Plurk Partner !

Yayy, my mood is much better than yesterday ^^.

Thanks to baby.. and yeah, sorry :(

Anyway, stayed at home today,

Omg, i am freaking tired :/ again ._. HAHA.

Talked to baby on phone from 11 plus pm, non-stop talking till 4 plus :O

HAHAHA. we both were damn tired. went to sleep at around 4.40,

but.. i didn't have a good sleep because of the nightmare ._.

i even teared manz. wth ><

even though i didn't have enough sleep, but still, i am happy that i've talked to baby for so long :)

chatted alot until we forgot to see the time ._. lol. 4 plus that time baby still thought it just 2 plus :O

HAHAHA. Anw, woke up at 12 plus ><

wasnt feeling very well, felt like vomitting, but rested awhile jiu hao le xD.

played poker at home awhile, then went to do Amaths TYS.

Omg, i hate LOG ! it's so confusing luh :( tml got tests somemore.

gonna meet baby early tml again to revise :]

k, nothing much to post lerh. byezxc :D

i'm sorry, sorry for making you sad, sorry for making you angry, sorry for making you teared and sorry for not believing you when i am suppose to. But honestly, in my heart, i really do. i believe in everything you say, as long as it comes out from your mouth, as long as it's your words, as long as it's the promises you gave me, i believe, i trust. but i know, everytime when i keep probing you or question you, you might misunderstand and thought that i don't believe or lose trust in you, i'm really sorry for making you feel that way baby. i never doubt you, but sometimes, just to make myself feel more secure, so i chose to question you. But from now on, i won't let this affect our r/s anymore, i will let time prove you that i've give you all my trust ok? :) lovezxc ! :D

i am yours, forever. :)

down,

2010-02-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hi. Sigh, i am feeling real down right now. Don't ask me why, 'cause seriously, i didn't know how to even describe it now. Anyway, stayed at home today. i did nothing except sleeping and using comp :/ wanted to finish all my Amaths TYS today, but i didn't have the mood to do it :( Monday got Amaths and Emaths tests coming up ! Gosh, i need to pass ! LOL. i scared Amaths i cannot make it ley ._. especially the log -.- Lols. Sianzxc, life's so boring and tiring nowadays :( i need some entertainment ! Lol. hahas. k, nothing much to post. byezxc & nightzxc people :}

Do you know how it feels when someone who mean so much to you disappointed you? Do you know how it feels when someone who mean so much neglected you? Do you know how it feels like when someone who mean so much to you doesn't know how you feel? It feels terrible and horrible that no words can even describe a single feeling that hurts you deeply.. Its not the first time, and i bet it's not gonna be the last time. so yeah, i know this feeling is gonna keep repeating, and i will get hurt much more deeply every time it happens. :(

Sorry helps, "i love you" solves & kiss heals.

disappointed ,

2010-02-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

hi people ! :)

oh yeah, firstly, HAPPY FIFTH MONTH, Nichelle goodfren ! :D

sorry for not posting this few days, again, i was kinda busy with school homework and my life :/

lol. i was back to sg on the 16th Feb which is this Tuesday.

baby, rasheed, rachel and nicholas came to airport terminal 1 and fetch me. trained to terminal 3, met Nichelle and Ryan then went to food court to pei baby they all ate. 4 plus, ma and baby left first. 27-ed home and slacked around my hse there until 6 plus, baby left to find martin they all.

was freaking tired this few weeks especially this few days after the chinese new year :/

17th Feb, Wednesday.

Can't really wake up in the early morning cause seriously very very tired. School was boring and tiring as usual. :/ After school, didn't go for cca as i was not feeling well. muscle pain and too tired le :x . can't really rmb where i went, but i am sure i was with baby :}

k, gonna skip thursday. cause i don't think i got anything to say about it.

19th Feb, Friday.

Today, met baby in the morning for macs breakfast.

cause i wanna eat hotcakes ^^v. hehe. Lessons are so boring that i fell asleep during physics class. :x Nothing much in school. After school, baby got geo re-test, so waited for him at 3e1/3e2 classroom there while baby taking the test. Hmms, i really wonder why i kept falling down this few days leh :/ ytd, today ._. Zzz. LOL. until 1 plus, went to macs with Baby, Sihui and Dexter. ate & laughed there. Then 18-ed to baby's hse, waited for him to change hao jiu leave. wanted to watch movie, but didn't check the movie time so decided to go my hse there slack. slacked until 6 plus, then homed. :] hoho, i love " cruel temptation " ! <3

Yayy, it's weekends and finally i don't have to wake up early ! ^^v. gonna complete all my homework during weekends. especially the amaths TYS :> .

k,nothing much. going off now.

bye people :) !

- 如果只是随便说说,那又何必呢?那只是会让我更难过更失望. -

2010-02-15T19:01:00.005+08:00

Hi :D

nothing much today, very tired >:

went in the morning with mummy, then came home at 4-5 plus barh.

pictures time ^^ since got nothing to say. lol

neoprints with baby, dearest, dexter, rasheed and rachel that day :) some only. haha.

baby & me @ airport ^^.

( i look weird :( other pictures even worse. LOL )

i luv the red packets from parents ^^ got my surname ! HAHA.

my uncle's 2 mnths plus son :3 he is so cuteeeeee :D !

can see that my room is quite messy xP

M's :D

k, shall go off now. byeeeee.

2010-02-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hi readers ^^

Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :D

Hope everyone enjoy celebrating both events today :] LOL.

Wish everyone all the best in this new year too ^^.

Last long with all of your valentine xD ! hehehe.

Hmms, didn't get to celebrate Valentine's day with baby today :(

but at least we did on Friday and Saturday :)

Anyway, to my beloved baby ngoh zhi xiang ;

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :D

hope everything is going well and fine for you now in Singapore :]

i'm sorry for not able to celebrate valentine's day with you today :(

and thanks baby for the calls and msges at 12 :]

post that you posted today too ! :3

i love you loads ok ! and i know you know :D HAHA.

hope to see you soon ! :)

not only baby, i love my dearest, partner, sister, love, goodfren, qin ai de, di(s), smiley face, plurk partner, friends and blah blah blah ^^. <3

Anyway, went out today with parents after breakfast. shopped whole day. bought things. :)

i love to spend money ^^ HAHAHA. who doesnt? LOL.

oh yeah, i am back to thailand yesterday's evening.

Thanks baby for sending me to airport and pei me yesterday ^^

damn funny, baby met me at my hse bus stop. but because of some reason, we must act like we dont know each other until we reached airport. lol. took same bus still need to msg ._. LOL.

reached airport at 11 plus. baby pei-ed me to check in blah blah blah. after that took breakfast tgt ^^ and slacked. photos taken ^^ but haven't tranfer to laptop. will post next time :]

went in gate, baby left.

Daddy went to fetch me. went to hospital then went hotel to take some dishes for the reunion dinner at home. homed, reunion dinner :) nothing much. lazy to elaborate much le. LOL.

sigh, miss baby like hell :<

k, gonna offline and call baby nowzxc ! :D

byeeeee.

you mean everything ,

2010-02-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

hi ! :D

sorry for neglecting my blog this few days :x

Anyway, i will try to recall and post what happened this whole week. I guess it's gonna be such a long post again :P ! HAHAHA.

Monday, 080210.

can't really rmb what happened in the morning and during school time.

Anyway, HAPPY SECOND MONTH TO CHEW DEAREST AND DEXTER DI :D

After school, went slack with baby then walked to inter, 18ed to T1 and went to choose new rings for us :D ! hehes. After awhile, Sihui, Dexter and Dylan came. Chose rings, walked around, ate :}

Nothing much, homed :D

Tuesday, 090210.

Sorry Baby, didn't pei you :(

After school, 18ed to Tampines 1 again with Baby, Dearest and Peishi.

Baby didn't go with us. only took bus tgt.

Walked around with Sihui and Peishi, bought valentine's day presents for Baby, Cliques and the boys. 5 plus Peishi left. Me and Dearest shopped awhile jiu homed le :]

Wednesday, 100210.

Didn't attend some of lessons because got performance during upper sec and lower sec assembly. OMGG, idk why, i was shivering during the upper sec performance session ><. HAHA. danced wrong somemore ._. wtf :c but lower sec was okay ^^.

oh yeah, phone kena confiscated by hafis after the performance >:

served detention somemore ._. but at last, realised that it was just a misunderstanding.

'cause after we performed hao and intended to go back class,

me, jean and shili went to canteen and bought drinks. then hafis saw us, so he stopped us and thought we ran out from class and buy drink during lesson ._.

didn't have chance to explain to him. so after school, went detention at 2.30 then 5 plus went to find Hafiz and took back our phone :D ! i just realised that i can't live without my phone :O LOL..

After detention, went for cca awhile until 6. 168-ed home with Dearest. damn tired :/

Thursday, 110210.

After school, 28-ed to baby's hse after school. baby went home to change and prepare to go chalet. Qun Xiang was nearby baby's hse area, so we waited for baby near his hse there. chatted with Qunxiang alot. haha, he is nice ^^. lol. After baby get changed, 17-ed to Ehub there then cabbed in to baby they all's chalet there. slacked. nothing much. 5 plus reached hse bus stop. went tm met sister and homed :].

Friday, 120210.

Nothing much today during school time.

but don't know why, have the feeling that today is valentine's day. LOL.

Sigh, i hate the Sec 2 counsillors ><

Anw, thanks to this following ppl :

Thank you Sihui Dearest for the valentine cookie :}

Thank you ShiLi Partner for the paper :]

Thank you Lays for the chocolate :}

Thank you Jennifer Smiley face for the Card :]

AND AND

Thank you Baby for valentine's day present. :D !

although because of the sec2 counsillor i didn't receive the surprise you wanted to give me,

but thanks alot and sorry for misunderstood you >:

hehe. ILOVEYOU :3

After school, 18ed with Baby, Sihui and Peishi.

Sihui and Peishi went to T1 first while me went to baby's hse there wait for him to get changed.

After that walked to tm, pei-ed baby pierced his ear then met Rasheed they all at Bedok mrt station and met Sihui they all at Bugis mrt there. wanted to watch movie, but not enough time :(

reached there, took neoprints ^^ with baby, sihui, dexter, rasheed and rachel. :]

we took thrice :O LOL.

After that went to Iluma met Peishi, Hanli, Dylan and Shihau. they all were eating. but then i know i made baby so dulan and angry ><>

Slacked and homed, that's day.

Had alot of fun with them alots :D

Thanks all !

hmms, going back to thailand for CNY tml le. baby sending me to airport i think, if he can ^^

k, shall end here. Byeeeeeeez :D

Baby, sorry. i know you were really angry today after school today. i know you tried to give in alot le, it's my problem that i took things for granted sometimes. sorry. i didn't mean to hurt you in any way. and, don't worry ok? no matter where i go, where i am, what i do, deeply in my heart, it will always be you, mandric ngoh zhi xiang. cause you are the only one i deeply in love with.. xD. thanks for today ! and sorry ><. i didnt mean to pang seh you luh. no matter wad, take care ok? i hope to see you tml. wo ai ni

accept the fact.

2010-02-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't expect or even look forward,

cause i know the more i expected, the more i disappointed i will be. :(

you don't know how i feel when i wish you could just do sth just for me, but you won't

070708, :D

2010-02-07T14:04:00.003+08:00

hello :] First of all, HAPPY ONE YEAR AND SEVENTH MONTH SHILI PARTNER ! :D

i love you very very muchhhhh. :D HAHA. oh yeah, thanks alots of the msg at 0.00 :) i'm glad that you remember ^^. just hope you all you wish can faster come true :3 stay happy and hyper ! :] . LOL.

k, stay at home today, cause it's weekends. :( life is such a bore. i hate life ! :x. having tution later :( siannnzxz ! sigh, didn't go to school on wednesday so i missed out Amaths and Emaths lesson :< . i scared i am unable to catch up ley ): ! wanted to help dearest change her blog skin just now derh, but forgot her blogger password ._. called her also never pick up. Zz. LOL. nehmind, help her later :]. Yayy, few more hours jiu Monday lerh. i don't know why am i suppose to be happy, ==. i want school ! but i don't want lesson ._. LOL. oh yeah, don't think i will have time to post tml, gonna

wish Sihui and Dexter an advanced happy second month :D ! Dearest : Last long with Dexter ^^ ! Di : Last long with Chew ^^ !. HAHA. k, enough of crapping. byeeeez ! :D

[ I Love Baby ! ]

060408 / 061209 ,

2010-02-06T12:21:00.000+08:00

hi readers.

i'm not in the mood to do anything right now. even blogging,

but i have to post today :] hahas.

Firstly, HAPPY SECOND MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY NGOH !

( i know i look weird in this pic, but i can't find other pics that is better than this le :<)

i don't think i have to say much to you, cause everything i wanna say is on the long long long messages that i sent you at 0.00 :D ! anw, thanks for the long long msg too ^^. hehe, but too bad lorh, mine longer than yours :].

AND AND, not to forget,

HAPPY ONE YEAR AND TENTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY SIHUI DEAREST !

you know i love you :3

i guess i dont need to say too much, cause yi wo men de mo qi,

you know what i wanna say barh? HAHA.

but yeah, thanks for always being there for me. but sorry for giving you the bad attitude when i lost my temper. I LOVE YOU DEAREST CHEW :3

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Anw, yesterday wasn't a good day for me.

all i can say is, i hate my f*cking guardians to the core.

they are unreasonable and selffish. yes they are.

i just hate you no matter wad, you make me feel so embarrassed and guilty.

you just can't fcuking understand. i will really appreciate you if you can just fcuk off my life.

k, shouldnt say too much vulgur and make them affect my mood today.

have to stay at home today then :(

all the plan has been destroyed cause of them. Zzz.

i will never ever forgive or stop hating you. :) ! keep that in mind. !

k, shall update blog when i feel better.

byeeeez.

3 more days,

2010-02-03T13:05:00.003+08:00

hi people. :]

didn't go to school today..

woke up at 5 plus. wanted to meet baby for breakfast.

gave him a wake up call, then went i wanted to walk to toliet,

headache :( and rashes all over :x

can't tahan le. so decided not to go school.

went back to sleep. and when i woke up,

don't even have any appetite to eat >:

cramps again ._.

fcuk life ><. vomitted also :( wth.

and its wednesday,

i missed 4 period Amaths, Geo test and Emaths lesson.

i scared go back school then can't catch up ley ):

nowdays my life seems so busy everyday.

time doesnt seem enough for me spend.

k, shall end here.

random pic :

baby pressed this on calculate for me :] " I.LOvE.u.x)" HAHA.

byeeeee.

sorry, i know i have said these alots of time,

but i didnt mean to make you sad or angry.

dui bu qi baby.

3 more days <3.

three simple words, i love you.

2010-01-30T17:40:00.004+08:00

hi :]

i finally have time to post :) and use comp. lol. 'cause it's weekends :D

Anw, i will try to recall what happended this whole week ok. hahas. hope i can still rmb. Lol.

Monday, 250110.

School as usual. can't really rmb what happened in school during lesson,

but i am sure that school was boring. :O hahas.

Sihui they all Monday got IT lesson, so after school didn't go out or meet them.

school dismissed at 2 on every Monday,

pei-ed baby went to opposite school with Rasheed, Martin, XiaoBrandon, Weilin, Lifang, Chorbeng, Kenneth, Adrian, Leonard, Zhengnan, KuangYu and etc. LOL.

they all went opposite for sparring. Haha.

After that Baby, Weilin, Rasheed, Nicholas, Xiaobrandon, Lifang, Martin and me went over to Martin's hse and slacked. watched HPTX episode 13 there :] ! hehes.

left there at 5 and went to Macs ate with baby.

then 168ed home with baby :)

Tuesday, 260110.

After school went to T1/TM with baby, Sihui and Dexter. :D

walked around and ate frozen yoghurt <3.

slacked awhile then homed.

and there's photo taken on that day xD

hoho.

that's all :]

Wednesday, 270110.

After school got CCA. so before CCA went to KFC and ate with Baby, Dearest and Partner :]

after cca, homed. tired.

Thursday, 280110.

got IT lesson after school.

left at 5 then went macs and ate with baby.

bused home.

that's all :)

Friday, 290110.

School as usual but ended at 12.30

After school still got CCA public performance practice >:

went opposite school with baby, then came back school at 1 plus, baby went home and change.

SiHui, ShiLi and me were late for cca. suppose to go for dance practice at 1, but late for 10 mins :x

Sfd was very angry and asked us to stay back awhile ><.

28-ed with Sihui and Justin. Sihui and me went to find baby at his hse there,

met him then walked to T1.

met Rasheed and Rachel there.

Frozen Yoghurt again ! :3 hehes. <3.

and went to Century Square.

Rasheed ate. Nicholas came over,

walked around and Sihui 21ed home.

Rasheed they all slacked at my hse void deck awhile and left.

baby pei-ed me awhile after they left. sent me up to my hse then he left.

ytd's night wasn't a peaceful night ):

guardians kp and i think today will be my parents' turn later :( fcuk ! D:

but thanks to Sihui and baby :>. hehe.

Saturday, 300110.

Woke up at 5.30, met baby at 6.30 ._. was kinda late. lol.

he came over to my hse here then went to TM de macs pei-ed baby breakfast.

67-ed to bedok reservoir, cause got mass run today :]

the sun was burning me !!!. hot ._.

LOL.

Me, Sihui and ShiLi walked tgt before upper secs boys start to run.

baby chiong-ed with Rasheed and came to find us.

walked tgt.

Nothing much. haha.

After Mass run, 18-ed to baby's hse with Baby, Sihui and Wenhao.

waited for baby to bath and get change.

we three were so tired so while waiting for baby to bath hao, we slept in his room. lol.

Baby's mother very funny luh xD. ask me and Sihui to take photo ._.

HAHAHA. baby's hse got alots of his photo when he was young, damn cute luh xD.

LOLOL.

After we left his hse, Wenhao went home and we three 8-ed to pei sihui to find dexter.

went over to Dexter's hse there and bused to bedok inter to meet Wenhao, Rasheed and Rachel. HAHA. wenhao was kinda lonely otw to bugis. cause on mrt, Sihui was standing with Dex,

Rasheed with Rachel, and me with Baby. lol.

three couples VS Wenhao :O LOL.

k, i am being lameeee. :x

reached there, went to Mos burger and ate.

then went to Bugis street to pei baby and wenhao buy clothes.

it was damn hot ! LOL.

went back to Bugis Junction again after that 7-ed to Bedok inter.

slept in the bus, cause we all were very very tired :x. LOL.

reached bedok inter, me and baby left to take 168. baby sent me home, slacked awhile

and planned for our second month ^^.

hehes. nothing much after that.

homed and now blogging :D

Pikture to share ^^.

MASS RUN :

k, that's all. lazy to upload le. :P

byeeeez ^^

thanks for being there when i need you,

but i am sorry, sorry for always give you trouble and irritate you cause of my personal stuff ):

anw, i am really very touched about what you said just now,

99.9999999999999999999999999999 ^^.

hehes. i love you baby :3

forever love :]

2010-01-24T11:17:00.003+08:00

Morninggggg :D. it's a boring Sunday :x. hahas. i am such a slacker :x ! ytd whole day at home also didn't complete any homework or revision xP. and today when i woke up, i told myself that i'm gonna complete all the homework today, but after i had my breakfast, what i did was turned on my laptop :x . kk, just give me another half an hour to use k ! ;D hahas. hmms, nothing much to post actually, but i'm just too bored xD. Sigh, next week got so many tests luh ! i think i might fail my science >: fcuk :x. k, short update. bye :]

- you + me = forever love -

Happy Birthday Jean ! ^^

2010-01-23T10:52:00.005+08:00

Morninggggg ! :D

hahas. Firstly,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO JEAN QIN AI DE :D !

stay happy and pretty like this forever ok!

love you <3>

hi people :D

no school today, but there's lots of homework for me to complete

and tests coming up :( sian.

Anw, had Amaths and Emaths last week i think._. can't really rmb.

but only know Amaths result ^^ yayyy ! i scored full mark. hehe.

but alots of ppl also scored full mark. hahas.

Emaths is confirm can't score full mark derh :x haha.

cause last question idk how to do ><.

Anw, having Physics and Chemistry test next week,

which i dont even know what the teachers are teaching :x. Zzz.

gonna try revise after i finish all my homework. hope there's enough time.

22.01.10 , Friday.

school as usual. met baby at 6.45 around there.

mrt-ed to school :] .

no assembly cause rained, so went back to class.

i suppose to bring the duty roster i did on thursday's night to school,

but i forgot ><, reached school then realise ):

so yeah, monday no matter wad must remember to bring luh >< ! hahas.

First two period, Physics.

can't understand what he teaching okay ! the teacher sucks larh :x

After that had History Elective, Ms. Shanthi never come, so got relief teacher.

English was bored and the weather made me slept in class ><.

this is the second time i slept in class,

and the first time also during english lesson ._.

LOL. Recess after that. and had MT for the last two period.

After school, was deciding where to go,

then Sihui said Justin going ECP. so just go lorh, cause also dont know where to go,

and actually also got thought of going there. :]

Walked around school. then went to toliet there saw baby they all sparring ><.

After that went opposite school and 28-ed to baby's hse.

waited for him to get changed and he tompang me to sunplaza park. :)

met Partner there first, then Dearest and Justin came.

waited awhile, Poon came.

Baby tompang me, Justin tompang SiHui then Poon tompang ShiLi [:

cycled to East Coast Park. ^^.

reached there, everyone like so tired ._. hahas.

especially the boys luh :P

all say butt pain ._. LOLOL.

reached ECP, i tompang baby leh ^^ hehe.

then still got tompang Sihui and ShiLi ^^. hahas.

parked bikes then walked around there with baby they all :D

Picture time !

Chew Sihui Dearest :D

My beloved Dearest and Partner ^^.

S.Y.S ^^

ShiLi, Sihui, Justin and Poon :)

babyyyyyy :D !

061209 , ily.

hehe. pictures posted ^^.

but posted some only. hahas. tired ._.

After that we all went macs and eat.

we all took only 10 mins plus to eat only leh ! lol.

broke record liao lorh. hahas.

rushed all cause SiHui rushing back to school to meet her baby :O

hahas. ShiLi and me rushed to go back home. LOL.

and the guys actually no need rush derh lo, but they all have to tompang us back. lol.

ShiLi and Poon chiong the first.

Sihui and Justin cycled in front of baby and me.

budden at last, we reached first. ShiLi and Poon were the last to reach school ._.

lol. but Poon didn't come back. i think he sent Shili to school bus stop jiu went back to ECP le barh o.O also dont know why. LOL. hahas.

Sihui went in to school then we all waited for her outside.

Dexter came out with her.

then we walked/cycled to Mrt station there.

Baby and Justin cycled home.

Sihui, Dexter and ShiLi bused home. i mrt-ed home lo. lol.

hahas. funnn ! :D even though very tired. lol.

reached home, slept from 8 to 10 plus ._. hahas.

then woke up bathed, talked to baby awhile went to sleep again ><.

hahas. it's so damn tired luh :x.

k, thanks baby for tompanging me and Sihui, Shili, Justin, Poon for going to ECP. !^^

hahahas. k, shall end here. it's such a long post right. lol.

byeeeeee :)

2010-01-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy ^^
previous post was published by baby :] thank you <3.>
Anw, didn't really have time i use comp during monday to friday ):
School as usual. nothing much. feel bored everyday, every lesson :x
i keep falling asleep every period sia ><>
met baby in the morning today. mrt-ed to school :]
reached school quite early cause meeting ShiLi and Sihui to talk about Emaths :D
OMG~ having Chemistry and Physics test next week. ._.
i don't even understand what the teacher is teaching lo. how to do test sia .___. LOL.
After school, went out slack awhile then came back school for IT lesson.
such a bore. :x hahas. but at least got baby and jean qin ai de pei-ed me :D
hahas. left the lesson earlier 30 min with baby and jean :P
After that went macs ate with baby then bus-ed home ^^
gonna go out tml after school i guess :)
will post about the whole week on weekends if i can rmb :O
HAHA. shall end here. byeeee :D

mandric here :D

2010-01-21T15:14:00.002+08:00

hello. bored. in IT lesson wif baobei :) .happy happy. bored.bored. sian sian. im here. l0ls

BestFriends stay forever. Gans stay forever and ever.

2010-01-17T17:18:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy ^^.

feel so sian, so posted some pics :]

hahahas. stayed at home today. 12 plus then woke up derh ><.

damn tired uh. haha.

watched xia yi zhan, xing fu ep.15 just now. nice.. :)

budden very ke lian leh >:

LOL. Anyway, Show Luo's new album is finally out ^^

gonna buy it from taiwan during febuary :]

downloaded all songs le, except ' Luo seng men ' & ' lao shi hua '.

downloaded half way, failed ):

tml or next time when can use comp then will try again ^^

sian, i still haven't complete my homework yet >:

very tired, so lazy to do xP

i keep thinking today is Saturday sia.

uh, really sian luh, tml got school le >: have to wake up early again. Zzz.

Hais, i think i will kena scolding tml le barh >:

this few days my 眼皮一直跳 sia :x

confirm is cause the $1000 plus phone bills derh D:

fcuk luh ><>

dont know how Daddy is gonna scold me again ._.

scared sia :x

idk what to do liao luh ><

Anw, really miss the time spending wih Sihui they all after school.

even though nowadays still got luh, budden not that much le :<

hope i will have more chance with them again. :]

miss them loads even though i see them in school almost everyday :x

especially my dearest lo >:

now every morning also can't go to school tgt le, sian-ed D:

k, shall end here with pictures ^^

byeeeeee :]

- i love my baby ngoh - :3

2010-01-16T20:44:00.003+08:00

Heyy !

i think recently i keep neglecting my blog leh >:

didn't really have time to post. sorry :x lol.

k, got lots of things wanna post about the past few days,

budden i think i'll just post about the camp thingy first barh, got time then post about other things :D

just came back from camp today :]

ytd's school bag is kinda heavy lo >: today also. cause inside my bag all is camp stuff !

LOL. and i got one sleeping bag to carry ):

Anyway, baby came to meet me at my hse there on Friday's morning.

then 168-ed to inter. pei him ate breakfast then walked to school.

lesson as usual. sian. i now everyday study will feel sleepy derh sia ._.

books, lessons = sleep. LOL :P

After school, actually want go out SiHui and ShiLi they all derh.

but both of them very busy lah horh :O

so yeah, went to playground with baby then when Rasheed came find us,

we went to macs.

went back to school at around two plus.

assemble at school hall. then went back to classroom put bags and arrange the place where we sleeping lo. :) got activities after that.

E4 + E5 = Acis family :]

LOL. HAHA.

At night got performance tgt with E5.

Brian, Martin, Justintin and Kenneth damn funny luh.

laughed like hell :x

after that got sth unfortunate happened, shouldnt mention much about that.

i cried ><>

was shivering like hell ><. LOL.

After that stayed at hall after the performance with Sihui they all,

while others went for night walk. ><.

Later went back to class, bathed and went down to find the boys awhile,

and went to sleep at around 1 plus barh.

next day, woke up at around 6.30 .

got morning excercise, slacked otw. :x haha.

then had our breakfast. There were so many activities until afternoon.

oh yayyy ! E4 + E5 combined de performance won leh ! :D LOL.

After school, went slacked with baby they all. got sth unlucky happened also ><.

lol. hope everything is gonna be fine yeah.

Anyway, baby cheer up ok? don't sad lerh ! i know it's my fault. i shouldnt be so inconsiderate :x and without thinking how you felt. dui bu qi <3

baby 168-ed home with me, slacked around my hse area xD

was really crazy luh >< . HAHA.

home-d , took dinner and now here blogging + chatting msn :]

k, shall end my post here first.

kinda busy now :x lol.

ok, byebye ^^

- thank you for your blog song de lyrics. i'm touched ok ! hahas. and sorry again, for making you sad ><>

2010-01-09T11:16:00.002+08:00

Morninggggg ! :]

No school today, bored ._.

but still got homework to complete >:

and still have to practice for AMaths, cause next week got test.

Ohyeh, new timetable out le, don't know recess time same as Sihui or Jean they all anot leh.

Sian, school sucks :x life sucks too :/

i'm feeling bored.

gonna do Physics, Amaths and English later.! LOL.

finish watching "Next Stop, Happiness" Ep.14 just now :D

niceeeee :3

HAHA. k, short update. buhbyeee :}

excuses,

2010-01-08T20:56:00.003+08:00

heyyy !

i'm here to wish SiHui and Dexter a happy first month ! ^^ last longggg :]

and and,

happy 22th month, Florence and Benjamin ! ^^ last longggg too ! :D

lol. Anyway, cca display day today. Sihui they all got perform ^^ niceeee [: HAHA.

After school, walked to Pizza Hut with Sihui, Dexter, Hanli, Justin, Dylan, and some more friends.

On the way there baby called. he sot liao, so have to go back school there find him ><

slacked awhile and he taught me A Maths ^^ thank youuuuu ! <3

have to admit that his maths really very good luh :x or mayb is my maths really sucks :O

HAHA. after that he sent me back to school for CCA display day and he went home :]

went to music room find Sihui, ShiLi and Elena they all.

After that they got performance, saw them perform, walked around school then jiu 28-ed to baby's hse there met him ^^

went to CC there then baby sent me home :3

uhh, sian. there's A-maths test next week ): but don't know which day.

hope the paper won't be so hard :x

HAHA. k, nothing much :]

byeeeeee ^^

siammm ! he's mine :x

2010-01-07T17:57:00.003+08:00

hi :]

finally i've got time to post :D

Firstly, HAPPY ONE YEAR AND SIX MONTHS SHILI PARTNERRRRR ! (L)

HAPPY BELATED ONE YEAR AND NINE MONTHS SIHUI DEAREST ! (L)

k, gonna post about the past few days. :]

040110, Monday.

First day of school, met Sihui and 168-ed to school tgt. :)

No assembly on the first day as it was raining..

went up to class. seated by index number.

new classroom, new classmates, new friends.

feel quite lonely in the class but still ok luh.

miss cliques loads ):

had recess with cliques on Monday :] budden on Monday to Wednesday only,

cos Thursday and Friday diff. but still got Jean and Ya Chun pei me :)

Monday now release at 2 ^^.

After school, waited for Sihui they all cause their class dismiss at 2.30.

went Macs ate with Sihui, Amelia, Amanda and Yachun :]

after that Sihui left with me first to Martin's hse slack awhile with Baby, Sihui, Martin and Rasheed.

168-ed back to Tampines my hse there with they all. haha.

after that played at void deck, cos nicholas and rasheed keep snatch my phone from me,

then cant go home ._. lol

Later decided to pei Sihui go LAN cause she meeting dexter.

asked Mandric they all to accompany her also. budden he had to go home and ask first.

but he said can't pei. so Rasheed and Nicholas pei her go. lol. Me jiu pei Baby and Martin

go make martin's pants and pei him eat.

they keep talking about gay stuff ._. lol.

ate hao jiu pei me wait for bus. 3-ed home :]

That's all for the day :] had alot of fun laughing with them, but very tired. haha.

after school reopen, i everyday very sleepy sia ><.

050110, Tuesday.

School as usual. 168-ed to school with dearest. :]

After school went to T1 with Dearest ^^

bought anni. present for baby :) HAHA.

nothing much. After tht sihui went to meet sihui's. :x

then baby at my hse there wait for me :]

slacked tgt ahwhile ^^ and home-d ! (:

060110, Wednesday.

Had CCA. it was tiring >:

very long never do warm up le. it's torturous ! ><.

left CCA at 5 plus :)

went to meet baby at LAN.

gave him First month present after that :]

talk talk then jiu went home le.

baby, HAPPY FIRST MONTH ^^ ILY xD

070110, Thursday.

It's raining in the moring >:

went to school quite late today.

67-ed to school with baby :)

HAHA. he woke up late so rushed to meet me. lol.

lesson as usual.

After school went to meet baby with Sihui, Sihui's and Zichang at Salon.

Nicholas cut his hair. lol.

After that Sihui they all left. So me and baby they all jiu went to Martin's hse awhile

then went to playground.

nothing much. 168-ed home with baby ^^

and now here posting :)

haha.

k, shall end here le. byeeee ^^

i feel like destroying it,

i know i'm bad.

but i hate the feeling that that thing is giving me?

if can, how i wish it never exist before. that circle stupid thingy ! ><.

2010-01-03T18:49:00.002+08:00

hi :]

i'm currently feeling very tired, haha.

don't know why.

Anyway, woke up at 10 plus.

came online and went out at 2 plus.

met baby at 3 at his hse downstairs, pei him go take his school pants,

then he went home to put his pants.

slacked and walked to other block.

around 5 plus pei him went to 100 plus.

nothing much, jiu 39-ed home le :]

Sian, today is the last day of two months hols le,

school reopening tml :(

new class, new classmates, new friends ._.

LOL, hope everything will be fine :}

k, shall go off now.

byeeeee [:

- i luv you -

back :]

2010-01-02T19:08:00.002+08:00

hey :] i'm back to sg this afternoon around 4 plus !

the weather is damn hot ! i'm sweating like hell :O

Anw, guardian came to airport fetched me home,

online-d awhile and decided to go out and meet Sihui ^^

went to TM awhile jiu come home le :]

hmms, finally i'm back. lol.

i miss my frens :D and baby xD HAHA.

tml going out too :D yayyy ! LOL.

k, short update. will update again tml if got time.

byeeeeee ^^

2009-12-31T12:05:00.003+08:00

Hi :]

today is the last day of 2009 ! haha.

good memories are gonna be kept in my heart forever :D

as for bad memories, i will not bring it along with me to 2010 :] hahas.

thanks for those ppl who cheer me up when i'm down and sad, give me good advance when i need, make me smile and happy, taught me many things.

i might not able to name it all, but i really appreciate :] !

thank you Sihui Dearest ;

thank you ShiLi Partner ;

thank you Elena Sister ;

thank you Jennifer Smiley face ;

thank you Jean Qin Ai De ;

thank you Yun Chieh Qin Ai Deee ;

thank you Dexter Di ;

thank you Florence Love ;

thank you Dickson Didi ;

thank you Nichelle Goodfren ;

thank you Ningyi Plurk Partner ;

thank you Zichang Monkey ;

thank you Marcus ;

thank you HanLi ;

thank you Justin ;

thank you Yachun ;

thank you PeiShi ;

thank you Lesmin Stead/Baby ;

thank you Amelia & Amanda ;

thank you Maung Phone ;

thank you Dylan ;

thank you ShiHau ;

thank you Sherman ;

THANK YOU :D

and not to forget ,

thank you MANDRIC NGOH ZHI XIANG xD

and lastly, wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE. :]

With lots of love .

timetable,

2009-12-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

School timetable :

http://www.tpss.moe.edu.sg/wbn/slot/u1744/Student%20Activities/Timetable%20Curriculum/form_019.html

memories,

2009-12-28T14:43:00.003+08:00

Hi :]

posted one hk trip group photo, cause i really miss the time we spent tgt :(

Anyway, woke up at 8 plus. went to hospital for doctor's appointment with bro.

nothing much today. life is getting boring nowdays except sunday :]

HAHA. 'cause sunday got HPTX ^^

Ep.9 yesterday was great ! HAHA. next week ep.10 will be much better i guess :D

budden next week have to watch on youtube ): cause going back sg le.

and monday then can watch ! LOL.

sian, i am feeling very down now. again ._.

life sometimes really sucks to the core ! :x

and i can't realy express how i feel. :(

nehmind. lol.

holidays is coming to an end. this week is the last week of hols !

omgggg, so fast luh ! HAHA.

going back to sg soon, looking forward to see friends :]

- i can't seem to show you that i am jealous, i can't seem to tell you that i dont want you to go. 'cause i know, i shouldnt interfere your life too much.. i care, but i know i have to have a limit, or else you can't take it. baby, how i wish in your eyes, you can only see me. cause in my eyes, i can only see you. ily more than i could describe. -

k, bye :)

you mean everything :]

2009-12-27T18:38:00.004+08:00

hi ^^
yesterday wasn't in the mood to post anything,
as i was really worried about baby :x

and and i was kinda angry cause of some ppl ><

Anw, suppose to wake up at 7 today, but i didn't, cause i am really tired.

went out after lunch with bro and mummy to do facial. lol.

then now i'm home :] holiday is coming to an end, sian ):

Yayyy ! tonight got HPTX ep.9 ! :D

hope baozhu can faster know regconise that xue hai is da lang ! haha.

Pink Panthers ! :D

Anyway, thank you Nichelle goodfren and Zichang Monkey yesterday

for pei-ing me chat when i'm down ! ^^

oh bytheway, did quiz on that day from Plurk Partner's blog, but didn't post,

so i am posting it now :]

1) Who was your last text from?
Babyyy :D
2) Where was your default picture taken?
Huh? o.O
3) Your relationship status?
if you wanna know, see my profile there :]
4) Have you ever lost a close friend?
nope.
5) What is your current mood?
bored ._.
6) How many siblings do you have?
one older brother
7) Whats your brother(s) / sister(s) names?
Wang Yu-En
8) Where do you wish you were right now?
i wish to be by his side.
9) Have a crazy side?
yeahh :D
10) Ever had a near death experience?
yeahh :x
11) Something you do a lot?
breathing , sleeping , missing someone. xD
12) Angry at anyone?
currently no.
13) What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
hmms, many thing.
14) When was the last time you cried?
this afternoon ><

15) Is there anyone you would do anything for? yeah :]

16) What you think about when you are falling asleep? nothing ._.

17) Who was the last person you talkd to on the phone? Mummy.

18) What is your favourite song? too many ><

19) what are you doing right now? breathing, listening to songs and doing quiz.

20) Who do you trust right now? People who are being trusted by me ^^

21) Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? someone special bought it for me ^^

22) Have you kissed someone in the past week? nope.

23) Who is your friend that live closest to you? Liling.

24) Describe your life in one word? complicated

25) Who are you thinking of right now? Sihui and ShiLi they all , baby , Rainie Yand :P haha

26) What should you be doing right now? erm, using comp lo.

27) What are you listening to? idk the song name ._.

28) Who was the last person who gave you a hug? my friend.

29) Who was the last person who yelled at you? can't rmb ._.

30) Do you act differently around the person you like? sometimes.

31) What is your natural hair colour? black + abit dark brown

32) Who was the last person to make you laugh? korkor.

33) Who was the last person to make you sad? someone who is not important, but idk why i am sad, mayb is cause of what that person wrote.

34) What do you hear? music.

35) Is your hair curlly or straight? straight :] i just did my third rebonding few days ago.

36) Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? no. o.O

37) Do you have a best friend? yeah :]

38) Held hands with the opposite sex in the past few days? yeahh, my daddy.

39) Doyou use smiley faces on the computer? obviously ._. lol

40) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yeah, a few years ago.

41) Are you happy with life right now?

hmms, not sure.

42) Are you currently jealous?

no barh.

43) What jewelry are you currently wearing? earrings.

44) What were you doing on friday night? hmms, i cant really rmb.

45) Have you ever had your heart broken? yeahh :x

46) Have you ever broken someone's heart? yeah, i think so :x

47) Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

not really.

48) What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

cough.

49) How late did you stay up last night and why?

2 plus. talked on phone.

50) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

not yet.

k, done posting.

shall end here. buhbye :)

- you are the one and only. thanks for everything ! -

2009-12-26T20:41:00.004+08:00

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你不觉得你太过分了吗?

你明明知道你这么做会破坏他们两,可是你却不停的让她难过.

我不想讨厌你,因为我觉得我没有这个立场,

但你这样的伤害我最重要的朋友之一,我就是不能不讨厌你..

人的忍耐是有限度的,请你懂得分寸,别作出超限的事.

不要觉得她好欺负,就吃定她,别怪我没留面子给你.

~~- baby, where are you now? i feel so worried ): hope everything is gonna be fine -~~

Christmas :] !

2009-12-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!! :D

Love :]

Christmas eve :D

2009-12-24T15:50:00.007+08:00

Heyyyyy ! :D
i'm finally here to post ^^ haha.
back from Taiwan yesterday's night.
Korkor is back from swiss also :]
if you dont know where i am,
i am now in Thailand :D ! HAHA.
Yayyy, Christmas Eve today ! :3 haha.
and tml is CHRISTMAS :D lol.
Anw, no pictures update today, cause i am lazy :x
Oh yeah, bought ShiLi Partner and Dexter they all Pink Panther le :]
it took me so long to find one. cause now pink panther very hard to find lo.
Thailand dont have, but Taiwan have it :) haha.
Hehe, i cut my hair :)
fringe now very short, like rainbow or bangs? haha.
but i am trying to comb it side. lol
hmms, school is re-opening soon ):
i have a strong feeling that i am not able to take sec3 stuff ):
i really think that i can't think sia :(
hope everything will be fine.
uhh, i am looking forward to Rainie Yang's new album - RAINIE & LOVE !

雨爱 mv ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVGSKmU9Ga0
wanted to buy when i was back to Taiwan this time, budden not out yet. 1/15 then out ):
and Show Luo's new album ! when Rainie's album out then buy both at the same time :]
HAHA. :D
Anyway, Welcome Back Partner ^^ ! lol.
even though i am not in Sg, haha. see you soon :D ! lol.
oh yeah, i will post the Pink Panther group photo for Partner soon :D hahaha ! ^^
and not to forget,
HAPPY BELATED 2nd MONTH, FLORENCE LOVE. <3!

HAPPY BELATED 3rd MONTH, NICHELLE GOODFREN. <3!

HAPPY BELATED 3rd MONTH, NINGYI PLURK PARTNER. <3!

HAPPY BELATED 2nd MONTH, JENNIFER SMILEY FACE. <3!

HAPPY BELATED 4th MONTH, ELENA SISTER. <3!

k, shall end here ! buhbyeeee :D

想念你的心,从没减少,而是在不知不觉当中,慢慢的增加..

out with frens ^^

2009-12-18T22:41:00.007+08:00

Heyyy Peepos !

didnt work or online for the whole day cause out with frens ^^

went to do manicure ^^ hahas

shop and walked around with frens ^^ HAHA.

i was trying to find Pink Panther for ShiLi they all, but never see leh ):

so intend to go taiwan and buy :]

if taiwan still dont have,

then i will buy from internet ^^

HAHAHA.

pictures ! :

K, gonna try to sleep early today,

tml got concert ^^ hoho.

Buhbyeeee ^^

hi, my sweetheart ^^

2009-12-17T14:07:00.003+08:00

Heyy :]

HPTX !~

Da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang~

LOL.

Show Luo and Rainie Yang are so cuteeeeee :D

HAHA. -random-

just eaten my lunch. now gonna start working again ><

HAHA. i like keep slacking sia. LOL.

Anw, mayb tml not working cause going out with frens ^^

Saturday got concert to watch :] hehe.

and going Taiwan on Sunday ^^

Wohooo ~ Christmas is cominggggg ! YAY !

LOL. gonna get SiHui, ShiLi, Elena they all presents :]

i've been feeling very tired this few days ._. haha.

k, nothing to post le.

waiting for baby to online xD

(iloveyou) :D baby pian xin ! blehhh~

(dont kill me after you see the post) :P

buhbyeeee ^^

YOU & ME !

2009-12-16T12:35:00.002+08:00

hello :]

the picture above is so cute right?

credit to Hanli ^^ haha.

damn sian uh, now working in office still.

i late today :x

suppose to wake up at 7 plus, but i woke up at nine :x

8.30 should start to work, i 9.30 then start ><

Mummy nagged lo. haha.

Sighh, i'm starting to worry about my Sg number phone bills sia.

i think i gotta get kill by my guardians :x

Anyway, i heck care lerh larh.

feel so fan :(

uh, i want change blog skin ! but i can't find a nice one lehh ! ):

HAHA.

can't wait for Christmas to come :D

but NO school reopen ! HAHA

buhbye !

only you and me.

only we and us.

ily (L)

work ><

2009-12-15T10:40:00.003+08:00

Heyy :D

currently at Parents' office working. haha.

i'm slacking ><

Woke up at 8 ><

8.30 started to work until now.

i finish my morning de work le, so yeah, left with afternoon. haha.

I WANT SLEEPPPPP ! LOL.

Anyway, Christmas is coming :D

YAYYYY ! HAHA. i've been waiting for Christmas to come for like.. almost one year. LOL.

K, short update.

maybe posting again at night :)

- no pictures -

buhbyeeee ! :]

i know i suck alot,

i always make you angry,

make you sad,

make you unhappy,

and it's all because of my attitude, mood and jealousy.

i know i've been disappointing you by saying i'll change but i didnt.

sorry baby.. i didnt mean to hurt you in any way.

i cried, i teared and i felt hurt, but after that i thought, you might be even more angry and sad than me.

sorry for not understanding you at all. and sorry for being self fish at times.

but you know, i never want us to drift apart, cause ily baby.

2009-12-14T14:22:00.003+08:00

Hello [:

woke up quite early today, 7 plus.

had a doctor appointment, so went to hospital.

checked-up. nothing much.

Anw, watched "Hai Pai Tian Xin" Episode 7 yesterday ;D

i found it nice still :)

just don't like Xue hai's Character :x DaLang better :) hehe.

Yay ! this Saturday got concert to watch ! :D i'm looking forward to it. Hahas.

School reopening soon, siann. i dont think can cope with Sec 3 stuff leh.

like so difficult like that.

and i think sec 3 and 4 life is gonna be bored without 2E1'09 classmates ><

Haha, let things be. lol.

Sigh, lost contact with Sihui for few days le.

think she came back le barh.

k, shall end here.

buhbye :]

baby, sorry. i know because of my unreasonable and jealousy that always make us quarrel or fight. but you know that i really dont want to fight or quarrel with you. Thank you for tan bai and bao rong me. ily (L)

tired,

2009-12-13T14:52:00.006+08:00

baby thank you,

thank you for trying your best of everything.

you made me angry,

you made me jealous,

you made me suspect,

but at last,

you made me smile :)

xie xie ni dui wo zhe me hao :D

ily. (L)

wo ai ni

i am looking forward to

060110 and 120209

Hello :)

didn't have the time to post ytd as i spent my whole day time outside.

woke up early at 7 plus, then went to Pattaya with Daddy.

came back to Bangkok at around 5 to 6 plus.

it was really tiring.

after awhile prepared myself out with parents for a dinner outside with grandma and cousins

to celebrate grandma's 82th birthday.

reached home around 10 plus.

nothing much.

today 1 plus then woke up ><

but still, feel so sian-ed.

k, short update.

nothing to post. lol.

buhbye ^^

i miss sihui dearest.

i miss shili partner.

i miss elena sister.

i miss nichelle goodfren.

i miss jennifer smiley face.

i miss jean qin ai de.

i miss yunchieh qin ai de.

i miss dexter di.

i miss florence love.

i miss Ningyi Plurk Partner.

and, i miss baby wu. (L)

2009-12-11T14:33:00.006+08:00

i don't know why,

i just feel that there's always something drift us apart.

baby please, just tell me that you gonna bear with it.

you gonna take it.

you gonna wait,

no matter how far we are apart from each other,

or even lost contact,

you will still be there waiting for me

and never change.

i love you,

061209

Hello :)

currently msn-ing :D

i feel so tired today ):

had a nightmare ytd, should say, not only one.

bytheway, dearest going KL today le.

take care :)

i'll miss you :D HAHA (L)

oh yeah, ShiLi Partner coming to Thailand ! but i am not happy at all ):

cause she never come to bangkok ! i miss her too !! (L)

Anyway, gonna stay at home today again.

haha. suppose to go to hospital today, budden not really feel like get out the hse today,

so changing it to tml ><

not even want to go derh lo. cause cough only marh.

but mummy and someone keep asking me to go ><

Lol, k lah. shall end here. buhbye ^^

2009-12-10T22:19:00.003+08:00

second post ^^

i love the previous post, it's really so real.

Anw, idk why but i'm feeling down right now :(

sian.

actually also got nothing to post, and i have no mood right now.

so yeah, nights ppl !

i'm here, you are there.

we are in different country,

i can't see you, i dont know how is your life there.

i just hope that you are fine. you are safe and wait for me to come back.

baby, promise me that you will be fine and you will let everything be fine. love.

2009-12-10T14:24:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl !

no pictures update for this post today, :x as i am lazy to upload it.

fb is driving me crazy ! it's super lag and i haven't finish uploading the hk photos );

nehmind, i finishing soon :3 hehes.

Anw, found something very true on Florence's blog. it's nice and cool <3

HAHAS.

so yeah, Florence said credits to Mistika.

me, credits to Mistika and Florence :)

boys/guys, if you are, just read it and you will understand ^^

Things girls wish guys would know :

1. Don't think that just because you didn't tell us we are never going to find out.

so tell me before i find out :)

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Garranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend(s).

cause it makes me jealous :x

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven't.

and i will start to think alot.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

is not we dont trust you, is just that this is normal to make us worry.

7. When we're not talking to you on MSN, we're actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care wnough to talk to us).

YES!

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of MSN conversation is at the end when you say good bye, because that's the part you say you love us.

yes ! it's my favourite part, but you never say :( cause you everytime rush to offline.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines day.

yeah, but guess you never :x haha.

11. We don't care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

i care both.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed the maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

yeah :(

14. We don't care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few mins.

that is why i always ask you to at least give me a word respond than nothing.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Got over it.

17. Everytime you're around with other girls, we worry they are better than us.

yes ! ):

18. We don't want to hear how cool your ex-gf/neighbour/best girl friend is.

it makes me jealous and feel down

19. Movies like ' He's just not that into you ' depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guys to you, and you always come out best.

true :) cause you are just irreplacable and unique :3

22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.

23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

yes ! we hope we mean alot to you, and special XD

24. Dont brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

and scared.

25. When we say everything is 'fine' , it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

and we hope you can just care for us more ><

26. Don't just say 'ok' when we say we dont want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32. Compliments. We love them.

and you just give me :D

33. Be on time. We will think you dont care if you're not on time at a certain place.

yes ! like that time at airport !

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

yeah, it matters alots.

35. We don't care if you couldn't come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just dont lie to us.

36. We like cudding up to you so let us.

37. Silent treatment + Short answer + not smiling or laughing + evil looks = YOU DID STH WRONG.

even you didnt do anything wrong, i also dislike the silent treatment + short answer + not smiling or laughing + evil looks :x

38. You will be classed in our 'Hate' list if you forget our birthday.

yes ! and we will feel saddddddddddd !

39. Do not ask what's wrong. We'll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we dont make assumptions (apart from ' OMG HE's GONE OFF ME HASN'T HE?! ' )

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

yep xD

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as gurls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing number 42, you just have to hope we aren't in a bad mood.

44. Saying sth sweet MIGHT get oyu off the hook. Doing sth sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

45. We never forget things. Ever.

yep ! never !

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we arent actually mad at you we just want you to apologise so we can start showing we like you again.

yeah :P and recently, you did keep apologising, make me feel so bad ><>

49. please dont stand 374294736495856352579574552 feet away from us. even if we are scary.

yes ! just stay by our side ><

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

yes ! everytime i wait until my white hair start to grow ><>

51. We do not care if 50 000 other guy declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

52. we dont like being used.

53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

yeh ! surprise :D !

54. We usually don't let just any guys make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnnn you must have done sth bad...

but you are worth :)

55. This is the way it works : You dont give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT : You dont give us any attention, we chase after you. deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

yep :D it makes us feel that we are important !

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for long, long time.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

yes XD

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other gurls are. you know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

Haha. i'm finally done ^^

aww, just too real le lah ><

HAHA. k, gonna msn first. at night then update again k.

buhbye :3 see you :D

Your love, is all i ask for.

yours ,

2009-12-09T22:45:00.006+08:00

hello :)

i just realised that i haven't update my blog today ><

also nothing to do, but can still forgot :x

maybe i am busy being a "宅女" :O Lol.

k, i gotta find somewhere to go. haha. or else i think i have to prepare myself to wear specs liao ><

feel so sian-ed. i want singapore's friends and everyone i want to meet,

but i need my family who is not in singapore ._. LOL.

i miss everyone in sg lah ): except my guardians :x hehe. k, i'm bad, but they worse :O

LOL.

currently listening to songs/plurking/smsing ^^

hope everyone is enjoying their hols. :)

hmms, my post nowdays like become shorter and shorter lo. haha.

cause never go out so nothing to post. lol.

k, pictures time ^^

(omg, the stitches and the scrumps are really too cute liao ! feel like buying it all home !)

HAHA, buhbye ppl ^^

baby, i'm sorry. i keep making you feel and think that you are not good enough. it's really not your problem, you dont have to keep apologising when you didnt do anything wrong, alright? honestly, i'm really happy that you are trying to make me happy and make our r/s go smoothly. i can see that and i am really touched by everything you did. thank you ! :3 you arent romantic, but you are trying to :) haha. hmms, i shall just accept your style ! the unique one ^^ haha. i just wanna let you know, you are irreplacable. <3

想念是会呼吸的痛,

2009-12-08T22:41:00.004+08:00

Hey ppl !

i'm super bored. nothing to do. :(

tried to upload all the HK photos in FB, but failed.

cause got alot and at night fb very lag, so tml's morning or wad then continue [:

Anw, i did nothing this two days except spending my time playing comp. lol.

i can't wait for hai pai tian xin ep.7 !

*da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang*

LOL xD

k, uploaded some photos on blog again. :)

nights ppl ! :3

baby, i miss you badly ): i'm sorry for not being there for you when you need someone cause i'm here. honestly, i'm touched, the way you trying to give in and understand me. thank you dear. you make me feel that you are always here for me. eh eh, better quickly go fix your webcam lo ! haha. you promise derh :3 hehes. xie xie ni for everything <3